Best Friends

Final Fantasy Best friends..... http://youtube.com/watch?v=anRuZLPcf1s

29.10.07: Blue Eyes - Elton John

Maybe..I don't have to wait. When the ship has sunk, you'll be on a life craft and sadly mine is in a dingy. I sat silently and let the sea takes the course into the deep blue sea. I am the captain and I am the crew. And when the dawn break the darkness, I longed to watch the new horizon greeting the cold blue sea. A sign of when the morning comes, I'll be far away. Holding back the tears and the pain, I let it washed away. And she's alone again.

29.10.07 I hear 'Blue Eyes' by Elton John http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23VqMdvLJVQ

"Blue eyes laughing in the sun
Laughing in the rain
Baby's got blue eyes
And I am home, and I am home again"

(p.s. Thanks, Naqi...I don't know what else to say...my friend)

Out oF conTRoL !!!

I am tired! I'm STILL at the office manning whatever alone!
Feeling like an octopus now.
I was being attacked and I want to go to War! Tribal WAR!!
The slogan: DIE IN HELL! SHINEA! SHINEA! SHINEA!
My mood: I laughed, I cried, I jokes, I scorned, I'm mad! and I'm out of control!
TAKE THIS!!!!!



AARRRGGGHHH! My hair is on fire...so what!
Thanks, Hoobastank.

Victorious

Aaarrrggghhh..HELP! I sent my SOS message to my dear friend, Naqi who was online last night. "What had happened, Yuna?" We were discussing about our strategy in our MMORPG online game, the Tribalwars. Tenko (the General Darth Vader) , Naqi (forever with his Kamen Rider) and me (forever with my Final Fantasy) from the tribe, Whatever! but our villages were so far apart. Due to this, we had to plan if we were to go for war together or sending our supporting troops.

After upgrading my barrack, I realised that there was a message on the right column menu stating that 'Mangland' will be attacking my village in 2 and a half hours. At first, I panicked. So I sent my screaming messages to Naqi and seek his advises on what to do. Due to our cluelessness, I asked for Tenko. "Tenko is asleep", said his best friend "Do you want me to send my troops ?" I told him that it would be silly as he won't be able to there be on time. Thus, I was recruiting for more swordsman. I was feeding Naqi with some jokes about the blunders I did last Sunday, my supporting role for Tenko and the reason I changed my Paladin's name.

" I'm a summoner! I'm going to fight! "... We were laughing away thinking about my guy Paladin changing into Yuna's dress sphere.

It was 2:00am "Yuna, I heard your village will be under attack?" Tenko came around just one and half hours away. I felt relieved. "Do you want me to send you my troops for support?" How sweet of him but just like Naqi, I declined due to our nut's miles away from each other. Behaving like a General, we went together checking with whatever and me briefing him and Naqi the info I received from the enemy, Mangland Village. They were offering me to joint their tribe, a stronger tribe. "No way, I'm going to join their tribe even though they are stronger" I told Tenko. "Till death do us part! Kill! Kill! Kill! Fight! Fight! Fight! Shinea! Shinea! Shinea!". The boys, on the other hand, who were unable to help me were at wars with their neighbouring villages. My goodness..hahahaha..What are friends for? Right? Anyway, why not just join the fun too..right?

Then there was the countdown. I was so anxious. I wanted to see the little soldiers fighting but...baffled....nothing happens...I saw my swordsmen decreased from 54 to 41. That's all. Then I saw a note at my report. "YEAH!! I have Won!" and gave the guys the report. "Thank god, your Paladin was not killed" said Tenko. I was laughing when he said that. It's because my Paladin's name is Tenko and vice-versa. I thanked Naqi and Tenko for being very supportive spiritually. They were with me all the way and like always, with our Ho-Haas, there's always full of fun and laughter! YEAH!!! The victory was ours! "Hey, it is now 4:00 am, I'm going to bed!"

What a day for Warmongers!

You can ring my bell

It was around 9:00pm, I was watching The Criminals' Mind on TV. It was about an arsonist. Ring!ring! ring!..my phone rang breaking my concentration. "An unidentified number?" I wondered. "Hello? Hello?" and I heard a guy repeating his 'Hello! Hello!". The tone of his voice, sounded as though he knew me. "Eeeek! how embarassing" I said to myself.."May I know who is on the line?" I asked. "Hellooo?" "Hellooo?" he repeated. Later, I was annoyed as I should have not attended to an unidentified caller.."May I know who is on the line?" and gave him a last chance but it went quiet instead. Then I thought it could be a prank call and disconnected it. I continued watching TV.

Beep-beep! Beep-beep! An SMS, "Hi Yuna, called u just like that. Have a nice time" When I saw his name, I smiled. That was very naughty of him, teasing me..just to hear me saying 'something'. He has been very supportive in many ways...like spritually. I think it has been 3 months we've been friends. And good friend is hard to come by especially through internet. So I replied to his SMS. Then I thought about it..over and over and over..."Must I? Should I?" and then "Why not? Give him a shot! Yeah!" So I called him. It was such a looooong ringing. Makes me wondered if I did get the right number but even if it is so...I was already embarrassed. I was about to disconnected "Hellooo?" he answered. Eeeek! Is that him? ..and I was already shying. "Hi, It's me , Yuna!" and we bla..bla..bla..for awhile. Phew! That wasn't hard to do. Ok, next time I'll call you again Anand. He's from Bangalore, India. Thank you for calling my friend!

I'm at Tribal wars!

What a day today! As I stepped out from my car, I stumbled and lost my right footing..there goes my right shoe. The strap broken loose. I was hopping back to my car, my boots are in there. Thank God! as I can't imagined myself hopping all the way from the car park to the office. I changed to sandals once I reached my work station.

Work like a mad dog today. Switched on the "Reptilia" from The Strokes to kill the stress. Nearing to lunch hour, I sent messages to Anand. "Anand, I'm off to lunch with Pei San. Today is her last day". Anand usually chat with me during that hour and I don't want to keep him waiting and wondering. We went to Teppenyakki at Midvalley. We had Gyozo, California rolls, Chicken teppenyakki and vege-ramen. Hmmm...yummy indeed! Next we went to the games station. I was window shopping for the Guitar Hero's guitar controller. I really can't wait to get my hands on that baby. There were a few Final Fantasy's action figures on the display too...I wished it was cheap! hahahaha....then, I ushered Pei San to one shop who sell all kinds of animation. I was looking for a perfect birthday gift for a close friend. We end our afternoon with an ice cream..it was a perfect lunch and we had fun together.

I was like a mad dog later in the evening. Had problems with the Access database I've been working on. One of the reports got corrupted and I was looking for another ways to make it right. Once done, I was totally 'fused up'. I was exhausted, angry, nutty but also amused, OK, cool and zero. It was like, I have my right and left hands but I couldn't tell which is right and left but who cares! Well...that kind of feeling I had today...Yeah, whatever!!! And there was Sir Lancelot...I need a friend to talk to. "Pei San has left. I'm alone and I'm whatever kind of feeling" I let my guard down. " Don't worry, you still have me" he said. So we talked and somehow leads me to http://tribalwars.net/ He was guiding that online game. I'm gamed!

I'm at tribal wars!

Darth Vader

Ever since the Darth Vader issue, I then noticed some jokes on Darth Vader. I remembered, Naqi was laughing out loud when I told him that his best friend, Tenko's wishes...Darth Vader. Tenko loves Star Wars...the movies and the games.

Here are some funny links related to DV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDEi_bPKSo4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8RZ_FCIFyo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EvIGFARhtA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DqTi0ZFDawY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJqPNpUhxPY
http://youtube.com/watch?v=7YwLQSTo_ow

May the force be with you!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQqx5EsbSfY

But this is for you Tenko-san
http://youtube.com/watch?v=bAEnjzhd7Sk
because this VD reminds me of you! hahahahaha....

Beep-beep beep-beep

Beep-beep beep-beep! There goes my mobile phone. Been receiving many comrades' well wisher on the auspicious day of Aidil Fitri. They sent creative poems and me? Goodness me I was up on the eve of that night composing some poems! How did they do it? So creative and so beautiful! Thank you people!

Since Naqi, Tenko and I were not able to be online, we have been exchanging SMS almost everyday...there's always something to laugh about. Goodness gracious! Beep-beep beep-beep..."Who are you with?" asked someone who got agitated with my concentration, snickering and smiling. "You don't know these guys, my KR and HL!" Sometimes, I just love to to let them wondering like "What the hell she's talking about?" especially my cousins. They don't even know that I love to play PS2 and I'm hardly away from my computer. Do you know, sometimes my younger cousins, nieces and nephews aged from 10 till 16 hanged with me at one corner? We talked about games. They hardly know the other side of me. Of course, I don't revealed what games I'm good at or that I'm a gamer. Just a little bit of this and that.

My eyes sparkled when Syed Hadi (12 yrs) showed me an old magazine, Games Cheats and Tricks. Went through with him about some good games he should play hahahaha.."YUNA!" I laughed at myself when I thought about him and me, then Beep-beep beep-beep..."Who's that?" Hadi asked. "Well, it is Kamen Rider! Do you know?" His eyes beamed like mine and he talked about some beetles that he knows! Hahahahaha....Beep-beep beep-beep! Half-Life invited me to his residence for a 'Raya' gathering .."Aren't you going to ask KR?" I SMS-ed. "No, I don't think KR is able to reached Kuching with his motorbike.Unlike you , Yuna, you have an airship!" he joked.

Hahahaha..that's a GOOD one! Replied "FF surely win!"

I feel so cold

I've been keeping this sadness for quite some times. I cried whenever I think of it. My heart sank and my spirit was very low. But I managed not to show it in the open. Only during the quiet times, that my eyes would fix and I'm thinking.

"How are you Yuna?" Anand will naturally say almost everyday. "I'm ok" but he was asking me about 'one' that bothers me since last week. I cried when I told him my deepest secrets. I'm lost and I'm confused. He tried to console me by putting in positive words. "Now you are being stubborn" he said when I determined to proceed with my 'hybernation' and 'killing process' which are not just a far fetch plan but if this is the way to pull myself together, I would do it. I didn't started it. I didn't voiced it. I didn't offered it. I didn't end it. It wasn't me ...No, it wasn't me. Anand was all ears putting some senses in me as 'such whatever k' was hard to find. I couldn't work when I confided in him. I just have to let it out..."Do you know there's not a moment of without tears to just thinking about it. It hurts!" I told Anand. I showed him 'the link' that support my actions. He felt the pain that I endure quietly for he too somehow in a fixed situation like me. "I am sorry and I feel sorry but I'm trully hurt". He gave me a huggie...boy, I do need a huggie! Hug me please...I feel so cold!

Sometimes your heart bleeds, you suffocated, your vision blurred and your mind stray. Your ears gone deft but something is saying to your heart but it is whispering through your ears...you know it! Your guts say so.....This time...http://youtube.com/watch?v=xpQf930WiDw

Guitar Hero 2 and Pachelbel's Canon

I went shopping last Saturday and went to the games station. Take a look at PS3, PSP and Wii. I was eyeing for PS3. Yes! Just you wait! I bought PS2 games...Hitman 2 and Guitar Hero 2. Tenko have been recommending the Hitman 2 and God of War 2. "TENKO! I need your help baby!" I wrote when I saw him online that night. I told him about my having fun with Guitar Hero 2 and was looking for Avenged Seven Fold's songs to play and wondering if he knew. We had fun talking about o2jam and Guitar Hero 2.

Again today, we chatted about GH2. I told him that my head was set to a gamer's mode and that I love GH2. Seeing the coloured buttons as I played was so mesmerizing and the songs in it were so hot! The graphic was so cool. I was a punk strumming the electric guitar and day-dreaming too like doing a duet with Tenko-san and fight over who's the best! hahahahaha.. Then he gave me this http://youtube.com/watch?v=rkfArvJWHBQ . I was "EEeeee Tenko-san you really make my day la!" Tenko-san, he knew how to steal a person's heart....as I love Pachelbel canon so much. I was awed and my eyes lighted up with excitement and things get going for more and more. My heart was divided to attend with my work, catching up with Naqi who's heading for his hometown, Alor Setar in the evening, Anand Bora and Tenko who was feeding me with more of GH2 and O2jam's cannon. We exchanged links and laughed at those comments posted at the YouTube. Here is another; 'Impossible Canon Rock 2' http://youtube.com/watch?

v=zYiKAIe6Srg. Boy! What a day today. I was so happy after a week of sombre mood. I'm already speechless with Pachelbel's Canon on the air.

FYI, this is one of the greatest hits in the classical world which was composed in the 1680's by Johann Pachelbel. Performed by the Slovak Chamber OrchestraHighly recommended, enjoy!http://youtube.com/watch?v=6wpPk8qk3uQ

The original version, http://youtube.com/watch?v=stCKjZniMsQ

(p.s. TQ Tenko-san, for introducing the real Pachelbel Canon. It still makes me cry to just listening to it...too beautiful. AiFaiLofFofItFitSoFoMarchFarch!)

NOT everday girl!

I don't like fighting...in reality. I usually gave in and walk away and ignore. I don't like to mess my mind with problems especially on petty matters.

But when there's one..I'll face it. Will try to find ways and means to overcome whatever problems, big and small. And if that problem created by a person, you bet, I don't think I want to deal with that person again. "My mind has made up...move along please!"

The same goes with the lamers..one who posed with lame excuses. "Ow..!! Come one..you think I don't know? I can read your abstract reasons" Usually I just played along as I don't want to hurt ones feeling but deep in me.."Alright! I got you and thank you!"

I rather have my hands on a joystick and play games. ..concentrating killing monsters, zombies, aliens and enemies, "Yeah! go ahead and sum up your level and strength, keep getting more powerful weapons and complete your missions". I rather go to the game stations and have a wonderful conversation with the sales person on the latest games...even better if the person able to relate on my favourite games..I'll just adored that moment.

Mind you, I'm not a selfish person. I simply like to avoid any person or friends that may at later stage a complexity, a sign of withdrawal...like "I'm done with you". I can be the coldest person if I had too...and I can become invisible too...I'm a super human! hahahaha...I'll just go to outer space and look for Kal-El at planet Krypton! hahahaha...

All because..I am NOT your everyday girl! http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ftd-3cTPh2w

Go green

When I like something so much and enjoyed it so much, I thought of the people I love to share with. It doesn't matter if I have to fork out with the expenses. I just want to share it. It is not because I'm a nice person.....I'm not nice all the time..hahahaha...Really! Today I'm jolly, tomorrow moody, and next day is like melancholy and then 'Whatever' attitude. Can you handle that? That's right! Basically, I'm just OK. If I find you OK, I'm OK. If not, I'm a bit cold person. I just don't know what to talk about. Really!

"Some like it hot and some like it cold. Some like it in the pot 9 days old!" Have you heard this rhymes? Yuk! But let me tell you this...I like HOT! Like hot news, hot dogs, hot chili peppers, hot chocolate, hot time...so when something is at its best, I want it! And I want to share it!

I like it cold too...cold drinks, cold desserts, cold preserved chili, cold chocolate and cold news...well it is something I like to keep and analyze before I break the news ...cold feet..yes I am! (nervous) ...cold heart..if I don't like it! and cold storage (?) hahahahaha...I'm cool baby! But it is hard for me to break the ice, if you know what I meant.

But 9 days old? Hmmmm...let me think....what is 9 days old? Okay...I'd give myself a 9 days of getting to know a person and see if I'm doing ok. Yes! I usually wait and see, then either go 'green' or 'red'. If you are my Green friends, I'll share with you my happiness.

I found you!

I remembered, those days when GG coaxed me into subscribing to Friendster. I was hesitant to joined as I was not interested at all, though Friendster is one of the popular community websites.

"Yuna,PLEASE!" he said. "I wanted to show you mine, it's been there and I'm so eager to share it with you" he pleaded. "Well..alright! Whatever betol la..you nih" I finally gave in.

So, I created a new identity and added whatever as it is not for others to know...Private and confidential. When the day comes, he was so anxious threatening me if we did not swapped...there goes our friendship. "I'd be gone forever too" I horned him, not backing off. He felt relieved when we finally 'met' that way. Hahahahah...I felt like a school girl thinking how childish we were on this petty matters.

Last Sunday, "Yuna! guess what? I found YOU at friendster" Tenko broke the news. I was surprised but Tenko-san, I'm not surprised at all. That is his passion...he's like a Hitman (game) with a mission...hahahaha..."You posted as XXXXXX ?" Yeah...he got it right. Luckily I have changed several data in it. As I was not interested in participating in it actively but dormant. Looks like my friendster is NOT dormant at all. Now that I have Tenko-san and Naqi in it..these guys ..they make my day so much fun! You guys ROCK!

Ahoy there! Just you wait Mr Kamen Rider and Mr Samurai zZz-san aka Half-Life! Ms Final Fantasy has NOT given up 'our fight' yet! huhhuhu...