It's all coming back to me

I was called to write ‘Something’ whenever Celine Dion’s ‘It’s all coming back to me’ start singing at my ‘Grooveshark’

I have this ‘longing’ feeling lingers but I don’t know exactly what it was. It brought me to the ‘Time Travel’ and whirled me back to the yester years and yester days…those wonderful moments….and it’s all coming back to me….

It’s raining cats and dogs at the moment, at this lonely hour and with this song in the air….what can you do but thinking of your dearest one…sweet sweet memories…and it’s all coming back to me...

“When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now”

I also thought of my late grandpa who have not visited in my dreams for so so long…and those days when he was everything to me but it’s all gone…and it’s all coming back to me….

I thought of my first independence and enjoyed that freedom…and no more nightmares…built my castle…and it’s all coming back to me…

And you, my dear…and it’s all coming back to me…..

Fill your days with good times and treat yourself as best possible and take every moment accounted for because you'll never know when 'It's all coming back to me' for you to ponders on, on an empty day ..

(live like you're dying by Lenka)

About a man and a girl

My friend, Anand, told me that ‘Only girls know what girls want and that Man is clueless about them’.

Hmmm…I think I’ve told him once before, I think, to any guy friends who were confused about their girl friends’ actions and attitude. It also happens to me too….(stop laughing k!) So I tried my best, rationally, from my point of view though they can always google any topics they want to know

I told him that mostly girls want attention…not too much but simple attention…n EVERYDAY! Hahaha…Guys you don’t have to give flowers or presents everyday to your lady love…save that for a rare or special occasion….ok? Just at the end of the day saying ‘I love you’ or ‘I miss you’ will mellow any girls’ heart. A peck on her cheek or a small kiss as soon as you greet her…is that too much to ask?

A girl would do anything for her beloved…small task and big task…the guys just don’t have to ask or say…she’ll do it out of love…willingly and sincerely. Little things do matter because she has put so much effort for that little world, so called A Man’s World.

And guys just don’t want to open their eyes to see the little things she do and open his mouth to say ‘I am aware and acknowledged it’, even a simple nod or gesture and smile or a hug…because “Honey, it is not the cozy lovey-dovey time” yet. When it comes to romance, the man will mellow and comply….

The way I see it, Man thinks straight and thinks what he wants most and gets what he want. Hmmm...I think it has to do with the male ego.

When I was confused about my man’s action, I searched about relationships at the internet.…seek understanding from some guy friends' opinions…on what Man thinks or want, trying to understand him, his love….that actually he truly love me (oh! How romantic! Blink!blink!blink!)

But oh come on! Must I throw a brick at his head every day? Or should he smack my butt every night? LOL!...oh how funny the way I’m looking at it now

( I love you, honey…I really do! Muah xoxoxo)

Ordinary boy

Whose house are you haunting tonight?

Just the other day I was so bored and login to my Yahoo Messenger and waited…..and waited…..and waited…and waited……Boy, friendship do change according with time…sigh! =_=

I have just finished with my Tribalwars, War Metal and Café world games…and it was 11:00pm, my beloved who is ocean away has been quiet…I guess he was tired who have been working from morning till dusk and finally succumb to his relaxing mode watching TV

I thought of my PS2 which I have left 3 years ago…dust settling on the console…and the games are history but I would love for some pack of action at the Dino Crisis 2 blasting some Dinosaurs at my PS1 but I was too lazy to look for that game…

I still haven’t made up my mind if I should get PSP or PS3. I’ll settle for one by this year, which should keep me busy and awfully busy ....hahahaha (lots of fantastic and awesome games! Blink! Blink! Blink!)

Man..! I cannot wait any more and close the YM window….I did drop a line at my friend who was eager to chat with me that afternoon and asked if I could online with him that night. He said, it has been awhile we haven’t chat.….this was what I got “Hey, there is a great movie on TV” and it went dead….
Have you ever had the FEELING of ‘I’ve just have been dumped’ or ‘I don’t care’ or ‘I’m not interesting anymore’ or ‘So what?’ or ‘A nothing at all’ or ‘Whatever’ or ‘I am not a box’?

(My phone ringing) My honey sent me a message “ Alo lov! Wat r u doin? There’s a gr8 muvi on tv 2nite...lets watch 2gether honey bun ”…Eyes rolling and sigh!
That’s it! Not this man! I’m going to get his attention because he IS my man and replied “OK honey, I’ll watch with you” (LOL!)

If you can’t win them, join them! (oh, No!)

But anyway, I am a ‘Whatever’ girl…so? WHATEVER!!!

Oh lately it’s so quiet……………………….zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz