Like a kite

Ring!Ring!Ring! "Hello Yuna, how are you?Are you busy? We haven't get together for quite some times Eh? Are you free? Just want to chat with you..." Yeah..I was busy alright but for Noraini's sake, best spend some quality talk with her. We haven't been in touched for 2 months.As usual she has many many many things to say and at times I would stop listening, concentrating on my work and then gave a chuckle here and there, duping her whatever was....yeah funny? Oh whatever! Noraini is always happy, funny and a cheery lady. She always sees the funny sight of everything!Unlike me, I'm more of a serious and a quiet person.I wonder (?) how did we get along (?) Hmmmm?

I keep my friends close but not too close because I have a phobia..like once too close, it'll be gone the next day. And that hurts like hell.

I make my 'First' of whatever, my sacred treasure and hold on to it like forever.

I close my doors to nonsense and walk away in search of mind peace.

I'd sacrifice my time and money for anyone that is dear to me.

I offers sincere help, no doubt, no question and no second thoughts to all my dear friends.

My lips are sealed...most of the time...no one should know..whats in me and whats up with me...if possible.

I always 'Save the BEST for the last!'

"Don't look back!" Noraini continued and laughed hilariously at the thought of her young niece advising her so. We spoke of irony about not looking back. To me it is like flying a kite, in order to fly higher one needs to pull back the string to catch the right wind.

K.I.S.S.

Life is getting more sensitive and vulnerable.

"Yuna, how are you getting on? Are you ok? You take care, love."

Those words ringing in my ears...."Yeah, Riz thank you! I'm fine and you take care too!" Whatever conversation has to be short and simple. Sealed with a loving K.I.S.S...Keep It Short & Simple! With Riz, I could talk but I can't cause I'll cry..and then I would be unbalanced..sensitive and vulnerable...and where is my best friend to console me? So best keep it...straight face! Make myself busy! Go out with Dotty! Filled my ears with The Strokes and My Chemical Romance. Dream about New Zealand.

I was in the car when I heard 'Hilang' from Diddy (http://youtube.com/watch?v=CRhf1D-3XTA) ..my mind was 'somewhere' ...slowly tears envelopes my eyes...I looked away Eeeee.. I hate myself like this! Damn it! I was with Dotty on the way to Midvalley. After the song, I composed and glanced at Dotty. I smiled and wondered..."whatever is in Dotty's head". If only he knew my madness...and I ...I don't want him to think that I'm just hitching a ride (I'm not).

I thought of this song, serenading from far far away http://youtube.com/watch?v=9Bqk1Zrg9CA

Cold blooded lippin' frog & lizard!

He was talking about frog and I was about lizard! hahahaha...oh yeah?

What does these animals have in common? Cold blooded animals!

Like us, with our cold blooded talk...cold blooded jokes...cold blooded games...from the dark cold night into the black cold morning.

'Hey, Its true! I once saw a frog as big as the tin biscuit!' he said 'And there was one day I helped the girls to throw away a frog in their house'...We laughed.

And I, 'Yuk! I hate frogs..they're slimy and squeamish but I don't mind lizard'... We laughed again.

Him:What about 'this' lizard?
Me: I've seen it..no prob
Him: What about 'that' lizard, do you know?
Me: Ya! I know...
Him: Monitor lizard?
Me: That too
Much ado about frogs and lizards but at times our talks will ended like these

Him: Hahahaha...Put him to 'Blind!'
Me: Hahaha...yeah! and then to 'Sleep'
Him: Then I'll zap it with the 'Thundagas!'
Me: Hey, you're going to 'Wake' him up to soon..I'll 'Confuse' him!
Him: Hahaha...I'm going to use 'Belias'. I love Belias at the ending...everything was shaken!
Me: I'm a summoner...I'll summoned 'Bahamut'!
Him: Wow....bla..bla..bla..bla..(continued with FF fighting tactics and so was Yuna)

We're just cold blooded gamers online! hahahahaha.....BEST!BEST!BEST!BEST!

A Whopper!

I was more resting (sleeping) of late.

Offline message:

"Hello!"

"Yunie? Are you there?"

"Hahahaha..you must be sleeping ha?...Sleepy head!"

I think Tenko-san knew that if I'm not online at the usual time, I am asleep. Yeah, he's right! Told him that this week I wasn't well. I guess I needed more rest. My mum budged in last Sunday morning..."Ha? Still sleeping?" I told her I was not though my eyes were closed. Told her that my body was aching, especially my back and I cannot moved. So she spent some times with me until I was able to get up. We watched Spongbob Squarepants on TV. "You know..I feel like having a burger!" My mum suddenly voiced up.

Tenko: Yunie, have you had your lunch?

Yuna: Ya, I was just back from having brunch!...It was breakfast and lunch.

Tenko: Waa....I'm going for my lunch soon

Yuna: We went to KLCC, had Whoppers at the Burger King

Told him that it was my mum's idea after she saw Spongy (Spongbob) in the tube. Tenko recalled how Spongy coaxed Mr Squiddy to taste Mr Crabby's patties Spongy had prepared...We laughed and talked until....

Tenko: Yuna, I'm hungry and I'm going for my lunch

Yuna: Ok..I'm going for my nap

ZZzzzzzzzz all day...

Ize of the world!!

Hi!

I'm alone here and my head is just blank...ok..ok..just listening to The Strokes, Ize of the world. Somehow on a lazy hazy day, Ize of the world is tranquilizing!

"I think I know what you mean but watch what you say 'cause they'll be trying to knock you down in some way...Sometimes it feels like the world is falling asleep...How do you wake someone up from inside a dream?"

Yeah..I'm still dreaming! hahahahaha

"Your mind would wander and search for its place in the night

Your body followed this feeling like following light

Once that your music was born it followed you 'round and then it gave your activities meaning and let you be loud"

Yeah...with the right music in my head, I may have ideas or mood to do whatever! hahahahaha

"You're sad but you smile

It's not in your eyes

Your eyeballs don't change

It's the muscles around your eyes"

Hahahaha how true!

"An egg to fertilize....A pulse to stabilize....A body to deodorize....A life to scrutinize....A child to criticize...Young adults to modernize...Citizens to terrorize....Generations to desensitize"

Hahahaha..the way I see it, just an order in this world..everyday routine! Great ha!

"Your dreams are sweet and obsessed...And you're overworked

You're over taken by visions of being overlooked

How disappointed would D.I.D.I.P.P be

To see such our power in our hands all wasted on greed?

I am a prisoner to instincts....Or do my thoughts just live as free....and detached as boats to the dock?"

I LOVE the part "D.I.D.I.P.P be" Anybody know whats that mean?

"Just like music was born...And detached from your heart...Is your free time to free minds or for falling apart?"

It could be both..my free time to free mind and also perhaps falling a part too...hahahahaha

" Night after night, you turn off the light

You don't fall asleep right away

"Are we...are we done?"

That hit my spot! Are we? Are we done? Hello...? Sleep please....!!!!!!!!

"A desk to organize

A product to advertise

A market to monopolize

Movie stars to idolize

Leaders to scandalize

Enemies to neutralize

No time to apologize

Fury to tranquilize

Weapons to synchronize

Cities to vapor-i"

Let me hear "Ize of the world" again and again and again until I'm dancing in my sleep.....cause "No time to apologize..Fury to tranquilize"

Yeah..you got it! http://youtube.com/watch?v=nCG_lvKuUPQ

Welcome to Yuna's world!!!

Whatever that is

It has been awhile as he used to call. After some complaining that we hardly get in touched and said if he felt I should go, just say so. I'm strong enough to carry on as I've been 'me' before. Since that, he makes himself available almost everyday. But I, I don't want to....I'm just busy like him too.

One day, he wondered why had I called as he knew it could be an important matter if I did. It was just an accident one night when I checked on some offline messages, I could have clicked at the 'call'. "You missed our talks?, I'll call you as I have many things to say to my stinko!" he said. I reminded him not utter any words that he can't delivers. I rather be free from any promises...that's me.

Last night, while I was surfing for some articles, out of the blue I saw YM messages appeared and I wondered who. 'Hello? that's strange?' I whispered and looked at the time,12:30am, for he usually had gone to bed at this hour...that's my sleepy head! He called and I fumbled. Dejavu once again...just like before... always with problems from my side for I can't hear. We text for a while to which later I switched to the loud speaker and our conversation went on fine. We talked, we played games, we laughed, played some songs, we sang....he has not changed a bit. I felt sad at one point, reminiscing back our old times. I just played along. I think he was just being a gentleman like always, keeping company to a girl he knew damn well, who would stayed up almost every night and would be doing whatever it is.

This is my story

My journey is long and I keep to myself

God has faith in me and what's of me left

Along the way, I met friends..

Friends I have and I meant.

Undisclosed if I can be

Undiscovered thou shall not be

The path I chose not that I planned
Forlorn my love out of my hands

I seek no one, I chose no one

I just....my heart, my senses, my fun

I crawl, I walk , I run

I am tired and one day my luck is done

One day is calm

Tomorrow's alarm

Next day is sorrow

I smile to borrow

I care for thee

Whatever shall be

I passed my charms

I meant no harms

To him....always him....just him

My sacrifices, my silent hymn

I still have not turn my face away

I hear your voice, my heart still stay

My hands if you want I shall give

My heart if you want I shall live

My touch if you want I shall feel

My strength if you want I shall heal

You don't know of my borrowed time

I stole the days to laugh sometimes

For I am Yuna, I have been longed

Forgive me if I am wronged

Yuna! I thanked your name

No one is to blame!

Communication! communication!

Imagine if life without water and electricity? These two basic necessities we are depending on. But in the new millennium, we are into the Cyber world. Ways of communication and commuting have become our top priorities today. Imagine the server or Internet connection is down? Or imagine you can't get to the place on time. And the world is spinning faster around the orbit. Fast food, fast lane, fast services, faster microprocessor, high speed Internet connection...just name it! Speed does not kill anymore, momentum is!

Last night I was online (as usual) and was typing. Out of sudden I heard a strange sound whenever I typed. I looked up, I was disconnected. I cannot access www. There goes my YM. I waited for another half hour until the clock struck 2:15am. "It's already late!" I told him when he dropped by. "Ala..Yuna..it is just 12:30am..." he said and we continued our usual rendezvous. But due to the disconnection, I felt like my life line was pulled out. That bad ha? As I forced myself to sleep, I thought about him on the other side..like "Yuna?", "where are you", "DC ha?", "Buzz! Buzz!" "Yunie!!" Then I thought about other people who may have encountered like I do.

Just look at the picture on the right...hahahaha..it makes me laughed..I hope you get my point. It doesn't matter how troublesome he could be and perhaps endangered his life but communication! communication! is oh so so important nowadays! (My goodness!)

Yuna loves 'Shaun the sheep'

We talked about the cartoons we like to watch and eventually I asked him "Have you seen Shaun the Sheep?" He said "No!" So I introduced him to Shaun the sheep.

Shaun the Sheep has an inquisitive, mischievous nature which distinguishes him from the other sheep, and leads him into tricky situations from which he usually recovers. He is popular, and is a natural leader. He is also a moral character who will try to "make things right".

Bitzer is the long-suffering sheepdog who watches the flock. He tolerates antics, but steps in if things get out of hand. Bitzer acts as foreman, checking the sheep into and out of the field and lunching with a flask of tea and sandwiches. He listens to drum and bass on a portable media player and does crossword puzzles, which gives the animals opportunity for mischief. The relationship between Bitzer and the animals is essentially friendly.

Shaun the Sheep is a British stop-motion animated children's television series produced by Aardman Animations.

A premise of the series is that Shaun the sheep exhibits human intelligence, creativity, and behaviour in a barnyard, which usually provides a situational comedy conflict which Shaun must resolve before the end of each episode. Episodes are a combination of slapstick and classic silent comedy in Aardman’s recognisable animation style. There is no spoken dialogue, even by human characters. In this way it is reminiscent of early silent comedy films and even Pingu.

Shaun the sheep's official site: http://www.shaunthesheep.com/

Check it out. There're some video clips for you to enjoy. I Baaaa-lieved you'll like it! Baa...baa...baa...!

My Head was filled with The Strokes

I was soooooo tired and my body was aching. Yet I went online, just for a while and perhaps saying goodnight to my favourite friends before calling in for the day. Chit-chat for a while and did some work.

The Strokes was in my head at all times and I sang 'You only lived once' http://youtube.com/watch?v=7vKoIw_THvQ , this is my favourite because I love the chorus part "Oh don't don't don't get up..I can't see the sunshine..I'll be waiting for you, baby..Cause I'm through..Sit me down! Shut me up! I'll calm down..And I'll get along with you". I still remembered that night when we bid goodnight, I wrote to him "Sit me down! Shut me up! I'll calm down and I'll get along with you..." We were laughing and sent the Goodbye's emoticons.

Later I was humming "Yeah we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left, Now it's three in the morning and You're eating alone" from the 'Heart in a Cage' song, http://youtube.com/watch?v=886S9_rZgkY . I guess when I'm sick, this is the best song that fits me. So drummed on with The Strokes just to perk me up and stayed on for a while.

I looked for mp3 and played Reptilia http://youtube.com/watch?v=RM2Ssne97ek. At least that kept me going on for a while. I like the part "I said please don't slow me down..If I'm going too fast...You're in a strange part of our town..."

Tenko: "Yuna, I'm already sleepy.."

Yuna: "Go a head, don't wait for me. I'm still with GG and some work to do"

Tenko: "Yuna, don't be up too late..you should go to sleep too"

Yuna: "I won't be long.."

I was still with GG who was making fun of me being a slow-poke for submitting my blogs to his Ad. Making further remarks that if it were not me, his best friend, he could have rejected my applications...he sent the hilarious laugh emoticon. oh, man...!! (Again and again Reptilia..I said please don't slow me down..If I'm going too fast...You're in a strange part of our town..hahahaha ironic isn't it?)

Another one...hit me! with Ize of the world http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XJTxOfQ6ZU ...Night after night...You turn off the light...You don't fall asleep...Right away"Are we...are we done?"...

In the end, I couldn't stayed any longer and left messages to GG that I had to go. Too tired and am not well. But! I couldn't shut my eyes. My head was humming 12:51 http://youtube.com/watch?v=rwJwJtcsO8Y over and over and over.. singing quietly in my head " 12:51 is the time my voice..Found the words i sought...Is it this stage I want?" until.......zzzzZZZZZ

Thanks, Jules!

To know more.. thestrokes.com

Cartoon in my head: Teen Titans

Somehow during our conversations we spoke of cartoons that we like. I ponders on that despite of our age, we STILL watch cartoons. I love Teen Titans. It is like watching on what our favourite superheroes were doing in their teen...about their life...growing up. That's the fun of it!

The Teen Titans, also known as “The New Teen Titans”, “New Titans”, or “The Titans”, a DC Comics superhero team. As the group's name suggests, its membership is usually composed of teenaged superheroes. In the group's first adventure, the team was a junior Justice League of sorts, featuring Robin, Kid Flash and Aqualad. In its second appearance, the group branched out with the introduction of Wonder Girl.In Donna Troy's wake, many additional new characters were introduced into the Titans team, many of which where neither kid sidekicks to adult characters and in some cases; (as in the 1980 “New Teen Titans” revival); young college age heroes, most notably Cyborg, Starfire, Beast Boy and Raven. Green Arrow's sidekick Speedy also soon joined in Teen Titans #4. Additional team members were created for membership, most notably Lilith Clay and Mal Duncan. Other existing heroes such as Hawk and Dove, a duo of teenaged superpowered brothers while Beast Boy of the Doom Patrol made a guest appearance seeking membership (though he was rejected for being too young at the time). Honorary members included Aquagirl and Gnaark.

Some links on Teen Titans:

http://www.cartoonnetwork.com/tv_shows/titans/

http://www.cartoonnetwork.com/tv_shows/titans/gen1/tower.html

http://www.titanstower.com/animated.html

The good news: ‘Teen Titans’ Leap to Big Screen

The Teen Titans are graduating to the big screen with a live-action adaptation.
Warner Bros. Pictures is planning a big-screen live-action adaptation of the DC Comics series Teen Titans, the junior superhero team made up of popular sidekicks, according to The Hollywood Reporter.

Teen Titans at YouYube:

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=A7y6KR4P6OY

Yuna say: I LOVE super heroes! Go! Teen Titans!

Cartoon in my head: Totally Spies

Somehow during our conversations, we spoke of the cartoons that we like. I ponders on that despite of our age we STILL watch cartoons. Here is about cartoon that I like to watch, Totally Spies!

Totally Spies stars three teenaged superspies from Beverly Hills: Sam, Alex, and Clover . They secretly fight international crime with special gadgets supplied by their boss, Jerry Lewis, who is the founder and leader of the secret World Organization of Human Protection (WOOHP) agency. They must balance their missions with their day-to-day lives, worrying about tests, boys, and their school rival, Mandy - something of a prima donna.

Characters:
1. Sam, (short for Samantha) usually referred to as Sam, has long, wavy red hair, and a green catsuit. She is the most intelligent of the group and is often considered the de-facto leader.

2. Clover has medium length blonde hair and a red catsuit. She is considered to be the show's most stereotypical character: a shopping addicted, boy crazy, teenage "fashionista".

3. Alex (short for Alexandra) has short black hair and dark skin. Despite being the clumsy one, she excels in athletics, particularly in soccer. She wears a yellow catsuit.

4. Jerry James Lewis (Jerry Lewis) the founder and administrator of WOOHP, the World Organization Of Human Protection. He is a middle-aged, very serious British gentleman. He briefs the girls on their missions, distributes their gadgets, and provides mission support with information or direct involvement.

See here for more info:

http://www.cartoonnetwork.com/tv_shows/totallyspies/

http://www.cartoonnetwork.com/games/adventure/totallyspies/mallbrawl/index.html

Gadgets: Every mission assigned to the spies by WOOHP involves several gadgets given to them by Jerry List of gadgets from Totally Spies!

Yuna Say: Yeah! Girls Power! I'd love to be in their team with cool gadgets in my hands. Wuhoo!

Cartoon in my head: SpongeBob SquarePants

Somehow during our conversations, we spoke of cartoons that we like. I ponders on that despite of our age we STILL watch cartoons. I love this SpongBob SquarePants! Simple but hilarious!

SpongeBob SquarePants is a sponge who lives in a pineapple underwater, while his squid neighbor Squidward Tentacles lives in an Easter Island head. SpongeBob's other neighbor and best friend is a pink starfish named Patrick Star, who lives under a rock. SpongeBob and Patrick live on either side of Squidward.
SpongeBob and his friends live in the underwater city of Bikini Bottom. Bikini Bottom is like a regular city with a downtown, suburbs, and coastal areas with its own airport, bus system, and fair park. SpongeBob's house-pet is a snail named Gary, whose "meow" is similar to a cat. SpongeBob, who is absorbent, yellow and porous, works as a fry cook at the Krusty Krab, a fast-food restaurant, with Squidward as the cashier. The Krusty Krab is owned by Eugene H. Krabs, also known as Mr. Krabs. Sheldon J. Plankton (commonly referred to as "Plankton") is Mr. Krabs' arch enemy who owns a low-rank fast-food restaurant called The Chum Bucket across the street from the Krusty Krab. The Chum Bucket has almost never had a customer, and he spends most of his time plotting to steal the recipe for Mr. Krabs's popular Krabby Patty burgers. Sandy Cheeks is another friend of SpongeBob. She is a squirrel that lives in an underwater dome in Bikini Bottom.

SpongeBob SquarePants Theme Song lyrics. Download the SpongeBob SquarePants Theme from Yahoo! Music

Captain: Are you ready kids? Kids: Aye-aye Captain. Captain: I can't hear you... Kids: Aye-Aye Captain!!Captain: Oh! Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!Captain: Absorbent and yellow and porous is he! Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!Captain: If nautical nonsense be something you wish... Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!Captain: Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish! Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants! Captain: Ready? EveryBody: SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants! SpongeBob SquarePants! Captain: SpongeBob.... SquarePants! Haha.

SpongeBob SquarePants movie trailer: http://www.nick.com/all_nick/movies/spongebob/

Yuna says: Just leave your brain behind and enjoy!~

Cartoon in my head: Ben 10

Some how during our conversations, we spoke of cartoons that we like. I ponders on that despite of our age we STILL watch cartoons. I'm going to talk about the cartoon that I like to watch, Ben Ten.

http://www.cartoonnetwork.com/tv_shows/ben10/index.html

The show revolves around Ben Tennyson, his cousin Gwen, and his grandfather Max. During the start of their summer camping trip, Ben is nearly hit by an alien pod that fell from space and crashed next to him. When he examines it, he finds a mysterious, watch-like device, called the Omnitrix, stored inside. The device attaches to his wrist and gives him the ability to transform into a variety of alien lifeforms, each with their own unique powers. Although Ben realizes that he has a responsibility to help others with these new abilities at his disposal, he is not above a little super powered mischief now and then.

The good news!: Two Ben 10 movies are planned to be released at different times during 2007.

The first is a regular animated feature called Secret of the Omnitrix, in which Ben accidentally sets the Omnitrix to self-destruct and must track down its creator to stop it.

The second is a live-action adaptation of the series called Ben 10: Race Against Time. There are no specific details given about the plot. It is scheduled to premiere on Cartoon Network in November 2007, an epic adventure that will be "more cinematic than cartoony" and appeal to all ages. Production on the film is expected to finish in October.

Ben 10's lyric:

“It started when an alien device did what it did

And stuck itself upon his wrist with secrets that it hid

Now he’s got super powers, he’s no ordinary kid

He’s Ben 10.
So if you see him you might be in for a big surprise,

He’ll turn into an alien before your very eyes

He’s slimy, freaky, fast and strong, he’s every shape and size

He’s Ben 10
Armed with powers, he’s on the case

Fighting off evil from Earth or space

He’ll never stop till he makes them pay

‘Cause he’s the baddest kid to ever save the day

Ben 10″

Watch Ben 10 here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KRWRnlP3-8

What Yuna think: I want that cool gadget, the Omnitrix watch! hahahahaha.....No wonder I envied Ben Tennyson.

Cloud 9

I'm feeling on Cloud Nine!

I don't know Princie but I like her work on Omigram http://princierathi.blogspot.com/

What is Omigran? Princie explained in her blog;
An om-i-gram is something wherein every alphabet of your name is written using the sacred" OM".

When I saw my name in Omigram (see above), I was so happy. Burst of energy suddenly over whelmed me and like I'm ready to take the world. Thank you Princie, I felt your energy. I was like 'Hey! She designed for Yuna!" and 'Wow!' and 'Yippy!' , speechless but was definitely HAPPY!

And here is another one, an Ambigram, designed by my good friend, Anand!
What is Ambigrams?
An ambigram, also sometimes known as an inversion, is a graphical figure that spells out a word not only in its form as presented, but also in another direction or orientation.

Ambigrams have several Categories; Rotational, Mirror , Figure-ground, Chain, Space-filling, Fractal, 3-dimensional, Perceptual shift and Natural. The one on the right is spelled 'Yuna' a rotational ambigram. Amazing isn't it?
Here is Anand's blog on his design on Ambigrams http://anandi.blogspot.com/

Give him a chance

Wake up! wake up!

I haven't fallen behind yet. I'm still here though not standing, just sitting or lying down in my numb world.

Yuna! Yuna! Yuna! Yuna! Yuna! he SMS-ed. Dotty continued to SMS or called occasionally. I, on the other hand, needed to straighten up my think-tank. Its hay wired and thus malfunctioned. I've been bugged or virused...yeah..Dotty's virus. I needed a vaccine. Hahaha..it reminds me the fight I had with Hashmurim at FF12 where I needed vaccine for the disease Hashmurim gave if not, the life level will go down to 1 instead of 800.

Dotty..dotty..dotty..dotty..I told Tenko of the lyric I'd do . A replica of his supposed-to-be sad song Wani..wani..wani..wani..wani..which I laughed when I first read his blog. Tenko was puzzled when I told him that. Hahahahaha...it STILL makes me laughed when I recalled the incident today. "Yuna, gives Dotty a chance la..Just tell him the truth" Tenko advised.

Thanks Tenko..Yes, I will!

Shut me up!

Less is not enough but over board is bad!

Hmmm...actually I'm not in the mood. I'm feeling low and 'Don't-care-a- damn-thing'...sort of. I've been staring at the screen for so long. Been searching for a suitable picture to post. But my desire has gone. I'm in a naught. Help...! what help?

Then I remembered to send some links about FF8 to my good friend, Anand, who is in Bangalore. He has asked me which character in Final Fantasy he'd be. At first I told him, Zell because Zell is a fighter and a go-getter like he is but Laguna Loire fits him best. So, I've been feeding him more info on Laguna of FF8. Hmm...at least this will keep me busy for awhile.

Aha! I found this with Squall in it. Real life Squall...Excited? Yes, I was! http://youtube.com/watch?v=j98bEDqEc3I. So I send this to my good buddy, Tenko who was online. We chatted...somehow I have totally forgotten about my earlier blues. His best friend, Naqi come around at the same time. So preoccupied shall I say...until we were pooped! Bed time buddies! Tenko left some advises before we draw the curtains down.

And my head...was filled with this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vKoIw_THvQ

Over and over until I finally sleep.....(Try and shut me up!....hahahahaha...)

Foiled Matrix

Lay Nar, I need half an hour break..my eyes are too tired!

So off I went to the filing room. Switch off the light and rest my head for awhile. The room was so cold but I was like Thomas "Neo" Anderson today, Keanu Reeves in the Matrix.My attire was all black from the neck to boots As I walked the gown was flowing making head turns ...envied by the girls...Wuhoo! All I need is a pair of cool shade but in the office? Hello..!

I shut my eyes though my head was like 'The Server' non stop thinking of this and that. Oh Please..! Can someone pull the plug for awhile. Then I was thinking..whoever was trying to get in touch with me online...I just don't care! I need a rest. Half an hour will do. It was just 20 minutes, the light went on. I looked up ...and there was my Big Boss..surprised to see this cool dude like sleeping on the job! It was just a coincident he stopped by and found the carpet nearer to the filing room was wet due to the air cond's faulty. "Yuna, are you not well?" He was concerned. I told him that I was on my break. "Ok, I'll switch off the light for you"

Oh!Man..how can I catch some sleep when your boss knew where you were! How can a Matrix do the tricks before pulling out the plug from the back of my neck?

Worst Hairdo!

We were talking about something but eventually leads to Seymour Guado from FF10. He couldn't recalled and I told him...the guy who married Yuna...he still couldn't imagined...The guy who had the weirdest hairdo..in fact the worst hairdo...Then he remembered!

We laughed and laughed and laughed!

Just take a look at the screenshot! Tell me if you agree with me. Is there anyone out there who would wear that kind of hair? Ok..here are more about him.

Seymour Guado, formal titles: Maester Seymour Guado or Lord Seymour is the leader of the Guado nation, a race of demi-humans in the world of Spira. He is also a maester of Yevon. He inherited both positions after the death of his father, Lord Jyscal Guado.

Here are links that I like, about Seymour and Yuna:

A nice little movie scene takes place here. Yuna didn't really want to marry, but to send Seymour to the Farplane. As she is sending him, a Maester warns her that if she sends him, Yuna’s friends would all die. Yuna gives up and is forced to kill Seymour.http://youtube.com/watch?v=Bg8OqPbZIEA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoKbwGA78UY

Mount Gagazet, its a long walk. When you finally get to a save sphere, save the game and go forward. Watch the FMV as Seymour comes out of nowhere. You know what that means!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOeB9Imq_As

Then, What do you think of Wakka's hairdo? (see the screenshot) We laughed and laughed and laughed!

Phew! That was a great laughed! Bring them on... Final Fantasy!

Simplify your life

He said that his life was in a mess. Looks like you need me to counsel you ha? "Yes, I need you to counsel me" he replied.

Think about yourself as a whole. And you, in the centre of a Spira. And think about your circle too. And in your circle you have your Sphere grid(FF10)...well, like License board in FF12.."Hahaha..like Dress sphere in FF10-2" he laughed. I laughed too...somehow I found it amusing to relate an order of life like this. I'm a gamer, an ardent fan of Final Fantasy. And he's a gamer too. I think it was easier if we discussed like a gamer's wave length. But somehow it was funny converting the idea that way.

Try to make it simple! "Simplicity" is the keyword! (Hahahaha...keywords! Ring a bell people? Even blogger lived by this rule). Simplify your life! I told him. You know, I'd looked the other way if I found 'whatever' was too complicated and confused. But I don't run away from problems! Face your problems because if you run, it'll haunt you. "Yeah..me too, I don't run away from problems" he said.

It didn't just stop there, so we talked. Me! become a counselor? hahahaha....whatever! for a friend's sake k...that's Yuna! I am who I am. Que sera sera!

You only lived once

Hi Tidus! Been looking around for me?It has been awhile until my eyes shifted to Balthier? I don't know what to do if you shut me out and left me wondering around and I'm not a sitting bull neither. I need someone to keep me busy...encouraging my spirit to raise higher and to fight for my sanity. You know me...I'm a one-person-people and I'm a tight-lip-person too and thus I hardly mingle around. So who is going to tease me up on a beautiful sunny day?

You have taught me to whistle and my journey to Zanarkand is more beautiful and happier. That's all I'm asking. Yes, you make laugh. I laughed a lot and I felt better. Also thanks to my guardians: Kimahri Ronso, Lulu, Wakka, Auron and Rikku. They are my angels and yes you too, Tidus, whose name means "sun" in Okinawan. Hence I dedicated this song to my beloved guardians http://youtube.com/watch?v=PQD2Z4KDazs

Do you know I feel restless when you're in trouble or pain. You don't really know the pain I felt inside ...the sorrow of Spira. I want my journey filled with happiness and joy for you only lived once. http://youtube.com/watch?v=LiZzph4YPi0

Balthier the leading man

I can't take my eyes off Balthier!

Balthier is a 22-year-old Hume sky pirate who pilots the Strahl, a small airship, around the skies of Ivalice. He and his companion, Fran, prefer to remain outside of the war between the kingdoms of Ivalice. Born Ffamran Mid Bunansa, he is the son of Dr. Cid. Balthier claims to be the "leading man" of the story many times throughout the game, and insists that this status makes him invincible. This viewpoint draws credibility from his near-death experience when the Sky Fortress Bahamut was destroyed near Rabanastre. Though presumed dead, he and Fran apparently retrieved the Strahl back from Vaan and Penelo, leaving a note for the new Queen Ashe indicating that they are still alive.

I want all heroes to be Balthier. Let's simply replace every character in every game with Balthier and be done with it. Balthier doesn't have time to bitch and moan. Rather, Balthier wants to engage you in an intelligent discussion and help around with whatever -- all the while saving the whole damn world with naught but a snide remark and his trusty side-arm.

Balthier was especially charming -- he shirks the tacked-on conventions that have become typical in videogames in favor of character traits that are truly heroic. He's optimistic, ethical, intelligent, and extremely likeable -- you know, the characteristics that have become almost taboo nowadays. That the appearance of this kind of male lead strikes many as a surprise is something that ought to make you think.

Oooo and aaaaa for Balthier!He is too coooool! Wuhoo.... He IS my leading man. Watch this, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxKGDiekrQ0

Quotes:

Balthier: I'm the leading man. And what did they say about the leading man? He never dies.

Balthier: It's not easy being this popular, you know.