Wedges & Yong Tow Foo

Last week, I went shopping for shoes…I love wedges but not just any kind of wedge shoes. I’m particular about the style, colors and cuts besides the comfort. There's nothing as cute as and supportive as a wedge heel. Contrary to beliefs wedge shoes do support your full foot unlike heels that put strain on your heels, ankles and sometimes, toes. Wedges also support the arch of your foot as long as you are wearing the proper size shoe.

Mid Valley, Kuala Lumpur shopping mall, I REALLY love going there. Once I step in, my mind will be thinking of food… :D There are so many food operators, fast food and restaurants at every floor. Parking is cheap too…

‘honey im at mv’ I text him once I’m in the compound….’so r u going for the yong to fu?’ he replied. Yong Tow Foo is made from fish paste, stuffed it in the chilies, ladyfingers, egg plant, bitter gourd, tofu or in any vegetables or turned it into fish balls and fish sheets…taken it with soup or curry or on its own along with sauces…YUMMMY!

Back to the shoe hunting, well, I’m pretty fussy on shoes… I’d be looking at any wedges. Then, checking out the shoes’ design and colour.…it should be stylish, unique and yet simple. It also should make my legs sexy when I wear it ( :-D ) and of course, comfortable to walk in it too…lastly, it is affordable?

I’ve been going from one shop to another but none really catches my eyes...just a so-so and walked off. My feet was getting tired…I remember Naqi and Tenko once wondered how a woman can window shop for hours because they were flat out after a day’s outing

Guys, the secret is...it is in the mind! See here… see there…shop! shop! shop! And take it as a therapy... Hahaha XD

Finally I found two pairs of sexy wedges at Metro but bought one… (I wish I could have both). Anyway I am happy with what I got and off for the Yong Tow Foo.....yay! XD

How much love?

Life is never truly black and white -- there's always a gray area where things get a little messy.

In life, we are bound to be in pickled situations where we have to make difficult choices. We are bound to face a number of challenges from day to day but in the end, we find triumph and strength in knowing that we’ve made our best decisions, there are no mistakes and everything in life happens just as it should. Sometimes we beat up ourselves for making certain decisions, taking the risks, putting our dreams, friendships or family ties on the line

Life is about choices . . . and with all of our choices, there are circumstances.

My good friend decided to put aside his love because his grandfather opposed their relationship. I was really mad at him when he broke the news. His reasons for breaking up were not astounding as it should and I feel sorry for them since both are my good friends. I could only gave spiritual supports for them to pull through though I wasn’t sure if I did it right

As the time goes by, they move along and became best friends. ..Looking out for each other…making sure that the other half is doing ok and making the right choice in whatever decisions. This kind of sacrifice really disheartening me…I feel so so sad what they have to go through the onus of love. It is REALLY not fair.

Then how much should one sacrifice for love? Can someone sacrifice all life's worth of love? How instrumental is sacrifice in making a relationship work? How much more? How much more? How much love?

I'm not bullet proof

On a one fine day, I felt utterly great like I could just do about anything and take things by the bull and by the horn…

I thought of ‘Things’ and ‘People’ that deprived me from getting my ‘Sunlight’ and I want back my laughter and have a good time like I used to be. I’m in charge of myself and I must control not to flop sided or cry silently in the dark corner.

I was having so much pressure at home and becoming a punching bag to their wrong doings and faults though I’m not free from making mistakes too. Life is totally different from my parents’ view and expectation….everything is pre-plan…everything is speed…everything is calculated…and judged. Though they are my parents and I respect them, someone should advise them to just enjoy life as it is and live gracefully. They have and had their days and all their children are ok.

My honey, who was raised from a different wave of speed (life) is more relax, hoping that I would adopt his well being. But sometimes, my upbringing burns the patience in me…that day I had the courage to inform him what went through my head. I was afraid to speak out and made him thinking that I’m alright and I can take any strides but I’m not….(Sorry honey). He’s my pillar of strength who keeps me on and on and on…but if the pillar builds on a shaking ground, it will eventually fall sooner or later….He said; “ Love, you are still my honey bun” and he smiled. I was totally glad and showered him with hugs and kisses…xoxoxoxo…I got my sunshine and rainbow too…there was misty in my eyes …I don’t think I can go through without his supports and understandings and I don’t want him to think that I’m pulling him to the ground or a burden to him. Also, I want him to know, I need him because he is the essence of my perfection and to wash away the pain.

Now, some you guys out there who think that they can buy my friendliness and thought that I can take just any punch from your inconsiderate attitude…keeping me on hold…broken promises…telling tales…pretending nothing had happened…luring me to your schemes…rotten language…trying out…thinking I had or I am not aware…well, you are wrong!

I won’t open the door each time you ring my door bell…you may stay out in the rain

However...I'm not bullet proof

Just another day called weekends

Are two days of weekends enough? After days of working, my weekends were about spring cleaning. My honey compensate to his own recluse, the Slumber Land…how lucky!

Usually after the laundry, I quickly checked my Facebook and then hurried to the kitchen and cook up ‘something’. Usually a couple of simple dishes and many thanks to the kitchen appliances which makes my cooking even easier and quicker…and viola! I was already out of the hot environment and into another ‘hot room’. ..Iron clothes. I HATES ironing clothes! I can just take these clothes to a nearby launderette and get it pressed for a 20 or 30 bucks a week but nawww…I’m saving up and it will be just another two hours in that ‘hot room’ which I may as well takes it as my personal sauna. Once over, I’d be exhausted and a good bath will do but nawww…weekends is also meant for a thorough cleaning the bathroom and toilet too…so here we go again! *sigh* =_=

Later in the evening: “Honey, I’ve just woke up!” …(how lucky!)

After a couple of hours in solitude, engaging myself in some computer games at home, I’ll be up and slaving myself again… If these chores are not met, I have my Sunday to catch up with…

Sunday is my pampering day…scrubbing , cleaning, grooming, steaming, shampooing my personal self…hey, it is hard work too…that is tiring too k….being a female is not that easy actually and it doesn’t comes free. All those cream, make ups and fragrances plus this plus that plus those will sum up $$$$$ to tone your body, face and crowning glory where you guys sort after.

Later in the evening: “Honey, I’ve just woke up!” …(how lucky!)

And at night, I’d love to be pampered by honey…say something nice and beautiful…hugs and kisses after breaking my back and sweat around the house.

How I wish there is another day called weekends where I’d be lounging around instead. And honey, it’s your work-out day! Pampering me… :D

I'd love that (and serenade me with your love song!) Muah! Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo from head to toes hahaha…..

It's all coming back to me

I was called to write ‘Something’ whenever Celine Dion’s ‘It’s all coming back to me’ start singing at my ‘Grooveshark’

I have this ‘longing’ feeling lingers but I don’t know exactly what it was. It brought me to the ‘Time Travel’ and whirled me back to the yester years and yester days…those wonderful moments….and it’s all coming back to me….

It’s raining cats and dogs at the moment, at this lonely hour and with this song in the air….what can you do but thinking of your dearest one…sweet sweet memories…and it’s all coming back to me...

“When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now”

I also thought of my late grandpa who have not visited in my dreams for so so long…and those days when he was everything to me but it’s all gone…and it’s all coming back to me….

I thought of my first independence and enjoyed that freedom…and no more nightmares…built my castle…and it’s all coming back to me…

And you, my dear…and it’s all coming back to me…..

Fill your days with good times and treat yourself as best possible and take every moment accounted for because you'll never know when 'It's all coming back to me' for you to ponders on, on an empty day ..

(live like you're dying by Lenka)

About a man and a girl

My friend, Anand, told me that ‘Only girls know what girls want and that Man is clueless about them’.

Hmmm…I think I’ve told him once before, I think, to any guy friends who were confused about their girl friends’ actions and attitude. It also happens to me too….(stop laughing k!) So I tried my best, rationally, from my point of view though they can always google any topics they want to know

I told him that mostly girls want attention…not too much but simple attention…n EVERYDAY! Hahaha…Guys you don’t have to give flowers or presents everyday to your lady love…save that for a rare or special occasion….ok? Just at the end of the day saying ‘I love you’ or ‘I miss you’ will mellow any girls’ heart. A peck on her cheek or a small kiss as soon as you greet her…is that too much to ask?

A girl would do anything for her beloved…small task and big task…the guys just don’t have to ask or say…she’ll do it out of love…willingly and sincerely. Little things do matter because she has put so much effort for that little world, so called A Man’s World.

And guys just don’t want to open their eyes to see the little things she do and open his mouth to say ‘I am aware and acknowledged it’, even a simple nod or gesture and smile or a hug…because “Honey, it is not the cozy lovey-dovey time” yet. When it comes to romance, the man will mellow and comply….

The way I see it, Man thinks straight and thinks what he wants most and gets what he want. Hmmm...I think it has to do with the male ego.

When I was confused about my man’s action, I searched about relationships at the internet.…seek understanding from some guy friends' opinions…on what Man thinks or want, trying to understand him, his love….that actually he truly love me (oh! How romantic! Blink!blink!blink!)

But oh come on! Must I throw a brick at his head every day? Or should he smack my butt every night? LOL!...oh how funny the way I’m looking at it now

( I love you, honey…I really do! Muah xoxoxo)

Ordinary boy

Whose house are you haunting tonight?

Just the other day I was so bored and login to my Yahoo Messenger and waited…..and waited…..and waited…and waited……Boy, friendship do change according with time…sigh! =_=

I have just finished with my Tribalwars, War Metal and Café world games…and it was 11:00pm, my beloved who is ocean away has been quiet…I guess he was tired who have been working from morning till dusk and finally succumb to his relaxing mode watching TV

I thought of my PS2 which I have left 3 years ago…dust settling on the console…and the games are history but I would love for some pack of action at the Dino Crisis 2 blasting some Dinosaurs at my PS1 but I was too lazy to look for that game…

I still haven’t made up my mind if I should get PSP or PS3. I’ll settle for one by this year, which should keep me busy and awfully busy ....hahahaha (lots of fantastic and awesome games! Blink! Blink! Blink!)

Man..! I cannot wait any more and close the YM window….I did drop a line at my friend who was eager to chat with me that afternoon and asked if I could online with him that night. He said, it has been awhile we haven’t chat.….this was what I got “Hey, there is a great movie on TV” and it went dead….
Have you ever had the FEELING of ‘I’ve just have been dumped’ or ‘I don’t care’ or ‘I’m not interesting anymore’ or ‘So what?’ or ‘A nothing at all’ or ‘Whatever’ or ‘I am not a box’?

(My phone ringing) My honey sent me a message “ Alo lov! Wat r u doin? There’s a gr8 muvi on tv 2nite...lets watch 2gether honey bun ”…Eyes rolling and sigh!
That’s it! Not this man! I’m going to get his attention because he IS my man and replied “OK honey, I’ll watch with you” (LOL!)

If you can’t win them, join them! (oh, No!)

But anyway, I am a ‘Whatever’ girl…so? WHATEVER!!!

Oh lately it’s so quiet……………………….zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Quiet life

All seems quiet. Those days have gone.
No more hectic days, balancing daily chores, work, surfing and playing games…even chat online.

Why?

It didn’t bothers anymore if no one drops by to say ‘Hi’
I just don’t know what to say or talk about…even to some good friends
Whatever happened to me? =_=

(mission>energy>rewards>experience>battle>stamina>tokens>kills>experience>victorious)

"Yunie, are you done (playing games) honey? Come to me love xoxoxoxo"
Now you know what had happened to me...hahahahahaha

Mode: Kerli

Everyday my head will drum with Kerli Koiv’s songs. I’m sure some of you will bounce to clueless, your temple frowned trying to connect to your brain library....’say what? Kerli? Who is she or he?’…duhhh!

Ah well, we have a fantastic electronic library right in front of our face named ‘Google’. You can get anything you need to know by just typing out whatever you desire to feed your hungry brain with knowledge....so here it is http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kerli Go ahead and digest it! :)

Feast your ears on this, ‘Love is Dead’ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdXvqMF-6vI&feature=fvst

It is almost 3:00pm and I looked at my phone, silent and quiet…hmmm misty in my eyes…I was thinking of the ‘Phone is Dead’ and I’m sure my honey is very busy at work unlike before but now he is ‘Dead Serious’ with some projects along some ‘Deadlines’ (Awww man!)

However, I’m not going to spoil my day with this ‘Whatever’ mood...hehehe because it is a ‘Beautiful Day’ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4S5kpgZEeg

Kerli's official site: http://www.kerlimusic.com/