Friday, March 21, 2008

My life is a changing lane


Hi!

I haven't been to my blogs for quite sometimes. Tonight, I am taking some times just to be with Yuna Sphere..somehow I miss her very much. I have been busy manning the Tribalwars as more players have joined our tribe, W.E.

Finally our efforts (Tenko and me) are bearing fruits but the more we work on it, the harder it gets and more work needed to be done. "Ok, Yunie what is your plan?" says Tenko when he is all ears on my plan or plans. He usually approved with 'whatever' plans I have but I am just doing my best from my logical side of view...hmm..what about you Tenko?

Sometimes when I am exhausted and tired, I feel aweful lonesome. I got agitated easily and my mind wonders ...far..far..away..and then I get mellow..hahahaha..."Are you ok?" Naqi would usually asked when he felt my chat is like off keys..hahahaha...he will try to entertain me by giving me some funny links like this one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGUK2x3s88I . He is always there for me when I needed a friend. We have a game of our own..a secret game..well..can't say it here..it is secret (muahahahaha..) and it is hilarious game I ever known. Well..anything for fun and laughter..I am gamed! And so is Naqi.

Anand will drop by everday without fail. Just checking out each other. My other close friend who is miles away in a different Country and culture...I think quite a tough and rough culture and tradition compares to the indians in Malaysia. At times I feel sad for him who work extra hard to achieve his goals and dreams and who thinks of other people's happiness is more important than his..."Anand, just be happy, OK?!" because I'd feel good when I hear you having a good time.

Now I remember, GG used to say "Smile Please" almost everyday but I haven't heard that greetings for such a long time. And I haven't thought about it until today. I haven't been smiling? No..no..I am running free now and I haven't been to myself....What? ...hahahaha....it is because whatever I am doing my mind is totally on 'Tribalwars" ! Yes, just Tribalwars. I cannot think of anything else but Tribalwars....Tenko-san, what are we in to this time ?hahahaha...you got my head like turning to be your Warchief, your Admiral and Master Guardian. Alright my General cum Senator but we are not far away from our vision. After that what's next? You know..I am becoming like a 'Reptilia' like every words fits me into that world! Oh..man....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ra9ELw93lM8

(Goodnight Sleeping Beauty and Bobok....!)

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Yuna marrying Hiro!


Naqi and I whenever we chat there is always lots of laughter. But it has been quite sometimes we don’t have this kind of conversation (how sad…) “I am too busy, Yuna. I have an assignment or quiz or presentation. Sorry k” Well, I am cool about it. “Priority come fist” I told him. Before I call in for the day, I’d buzzed him saying “Bobok, goodnight and sweet dream”. Communication got even worse when Naqi and Tenko, both having problem with their Yahoo Messenger. Hmmm…..

“Yeah! My YM is ok now” out of the blue Naqi sent a message. So I had my hands full on both favourite guys of mine. Feeding them with news on Tribalwars, whatever stories and teasing each other. Naqi showed me a picture of Hiro. We always like to play Tug-of-War on Hiro. “He is mine!” I would act zealously over Masked Rider Kabuto’s hero, Hiro Mizushima. “Though I am a guy, I am scandalously having an affair with Hiro. So he is MINE!” claimed Naqi who loves Karmen Rider so muchy. We laughed and jokes about our Hiro. “ Naqi, we’re getting married!” I pulled the last straw to make a greater impact on my devotion. “I am going to burn down your wedding reception. I am going to burn everything on your wedding day. Burn! Burn! Burn!” Naqi showed his playful tantrums. We laughed hilariously! It was really a breather for I had a great time with Naqi and Tenko yesterday. Full of funny remarks and jokes. “Naqi, I really missed those days where we used to have lots of fun and laughter.” I finally mellow. Even with Tenko, it was lots of fun. So three of us, we tried to catch up whenever we can and Tribalwars our only game that bring us together as time goes by. Sigh!
p.s. Yuna marrying Hiro! (In your dreams baby..in your dreams ...hahahahaha...)
Oh hello...could someone just get me in touch with Hiro Mizushima..I'm honored...wuhoo....(Eat your heart out, Naqi!)

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Hate Me


Hi! Ronnie Allen Silva aka Rizman . Do you still remember me?
Probably you 'Hate Me'. I don't blame you
I have to block the thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
The way you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
The way you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so freaking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave goodbye
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away" just make a smile
And then I whispered "How could you did this to me?"
Because you then can....
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

...............This chapter is close.................