Hello…I haven’t been coming here as often as I should. I have been busy..yeah, busy building my love nest! Hahahaha….
A few days ago, my friend, Fendi, chat with me. The last time we talked was that he found someone and most probably his soul mate, he said. He gave me her friendster’s profile. Hazlina is her name. I was happy for him and remembered those days when he had problems over his ex girlfriend, re assuring him that the right girl will come for him…just like Azizi. Fendi got married and now a husband to Hazlina.
I don’t know how to start and where to begin about my love life. From just a mere friend to mutual friends and then best friends and now, we are stuck to each other as lovers. WE, never though of falling in love but it did happened. Along the way, it grows unexpectedly or probably we spent too much time together and care for each other. We felt the pinch when we can’t be online and even more when he had to move away back to his home town. Both of us knew, it was ‘love’ that had developed during our friendship days. It was like a roller coaster ride. There was a high time and a low time. It was life and yet it was zombie. All this mix feelings engulf each other and yearn for more and our existence.
Now, I am more settled than before. I feel great! I feel loved! The best thing that ever happens to me was in love with him. He gave me freedom and everything or whatever a girl wants to be. I feel like a kite with a string bound to him. He let me fly higher to feel the life in me …to love him. In him, I am his ‘Tiny Dancer’ and
forever his. He let me into his heart and pampered by his true love. I want to be there at all times..just holding his hands and rest my head on his shoulder ..Speechless over whelming by this passionate feeling and sealed it with a kiss….(Strumming my pain with his fingers...Singing my life with his words...Killing me softly with his song...Killing me softly with his song...Telling my whole life with his words...Killing me softly with his song...)
A few days ago, my friend, Fendi, chat with me. The last time we talked was that he found someone and most probably his soul mate, he said. He gave me her friendster’s profile. Hazlina is her name. I was happy for him and remembered those days when he had problems over his ex girlfriend, re assuring him that the right girl will come for him…just like Azizi. Fendi got married and now a husband to Hazlina.
I don’t know how to start and where to begin about my love life. From just a mere friend to mutual friends and then best friends and now, we are stuck to each other as lovers. WE, never though of falling in love but it did happened. Along the way, it grows unexpectedly or probably we spent too much time together and care for each other. We felt the pinch when we can’t be online and even more when he had to move away back to his home town. Both of us knew, it was ‘love’ that had developed during our friendship days. It was like a roller coaster ride. There was a high time and a low time. It was life and yet it was zombie. All this mix feelings engulf each other and yearn for more and our existence.
Now, I am more settled than before. I feel great! I feel loved! The best thing that ever happens to me was in love with him. He gave me freedom and everything or whatever a girl wants to be. I feel like a kite with a string bound to him. He let me fly higher to feel the life in me …to love him. In him, I am his ‘Tiny Dancer’ and
forever his. He let me into his heart and pampered by his true love. I want to be there at all times..just holding his hands and rest my head on his shoulder ..Speechless over whelming by this passionate feeling and sealed it with a kiss….(Strumming my pain with his fingers...Singing my life with his words...Killing me softly with his song...Killing me softly with his song...Telling my whole life with his words...Killing me softly with his song...)I love you, Tenko-san!
