No regrets

Away from home...somewhere ...far away...

I opened my eyes...staring at the sea...the waves...the sound of the ocean... the soft glow of the morning dusk greets me...so calm. Somehow I thought of things I went through..my laughter, my happiness, my sorrow, my sorriness and my peace. I've been thinking and thinking..a lot! so much so I want to leave behind the scar that runs deep in me. I keep holding on..but oh come on..everyone knows..if a person care so much, he/she just don't disappear like that. They won't even make you sad or cry.....so? (you already got your answer, my lady)

"History repeats itself" that's what I told him. The fear in me was so great, it pulls me under...no matter how much he tried to convince that things would be different this time. Then, there was this http://youtube.com/watch?v=ePyRrb2-fzs . My eyes fixed! I listened to it. Is it too late to apologize? ( I let you think about it this time)

Then I remembered, Ocean love, http://youtube.com/watch?v=w6k-DqdDNnA I was more at ease...I close my eyes and listen to the waves..tears slowly flow down my cheeks...my protection..my visions...all in my head...trying to reach out whatever...that is close enough..my ocean size love...(leaving behind my foot prints in the sand...)

No regrets...http://youtube.com/watch?v=JQpMksYNXtg So I softly slip away...