No more relax?

Last Friday afternoon, my office management have blocked the url to Tribalwars. There goes my free time to monitor the W.E tribe. And I cannot be running to Tenko every time as he has classes during the day time and some assignments during the night time…whatever! So I have divided those tasks into four caretakers, Tenko, Fareeq, Han and Karl. At least I am at eased.

On Monday, my mobile phone was screaming with sms…sms…sms…sms..and calls, all on the updates of Tribalwars especially when I am not online and to be honest, I hate sms! I mean I love receiving sms but I hate it when I have to reply, taping the small buttons on the phone. “Online pls!” I told them. With Instant messenger, there is no limit to message and free from all cost. How convenient! My PC screen was flooded with TW members’ YM and I have been giving orders and advise on what to do plus some lengthy chat on some jokes and links. It was tiring but Wow! At least it is operational from the other hand.

“Yuna, I got a group from TATEC to retaliate. Give me their coordinate” Fareeq our devoted member is a fighter. “I can’t..I m blind! Remember?” as I cannot give him the coordination he required. Oooo..man! What a set back….

In the evening I quickly access the Tribalwars as soon as I reached home. Phew! I feel relieved! Again and again I will briefed Tenko on whatever plans we have. Gosh!I wonder if he ever gets bored for our chat is no longer the fun chat but on Tribalwars…hours and hours…(I am sorry k..!)

Today, “EEEEK..YM have been blocked” There goes my eyes and my ears! Naqi was laughing when he got to know about this. My mobile phone once again screaming with sms..sms..sms..sms..sms…and calls...hahahahaha…there goes my credit too.

Gee whiz! How am I suppose to relax? I need to do something to relax…ooo dear..!!!

Gamed!

“Yuna, lets play Forsaken Ragnarok!” Ibrahim was eager to teach me but I haven’t the time to catch up with him. “And your TW?” for I have been looking after his TW accounts ever since he took the part time job at Dunkin donuts. And now he has quit his job, declaring himself a full time Unemployed-lazy-bum-happy-go-lucky boy until his enrolment to a college this July. “There! I got you the Forsaken’s patch”, as he installed it in my PC XD

His brother, Iylia, don’t like the idea of Yuna Braska in any games where he’ll be playing for I always seem to be better than him in any Role Playing Games. “Gosh! This is a man’s game!” he protested. “Excuse me?” I remembered that last time he took my PS2 memory card and copied my Final Fantasy 12 to his memory card so that he could finish off the game and declared “I did it! Yeah!” Geez…But none of us are as good as Syed Ibrahim. He seems to be good at everything! Just like Tenko.

“Yunie, I’m going to burn the Team Fortress 2 for you! It is a very interesting game” Tenko will recommend me any good games to play. Man…sometimes I envied him whenever I got know he had played the latest game. “Heheh..I am the first person to get my hand on this ..that..bla..bla..games!” He proudly announced (Ggrrr..). Well, he has all the time to download any damn good games he desired even though if it takes him weeks to do it but I can’t. My dad will switch off the router when I am away thinking that I forgotten about it. Geez…but whatever!

But thank you guys! Sharing your games are good enough than nothing at all :)

Don't Speak at all....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LgUqOhDkq4

Flatliner mode

mmmm…..my mind went “_ _ _ _ _ _ _” mode…..a flat!
Stillness, cold and sad
Yessie, I am not in the mood….just brooding…perhaps preparing for the month of July...

How time flies...
Must I say goodbye so soon?
To Zanarkand ruin?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5IiF99OURc
Players played on too long has loss its touch
Though I love very much
I am holding a candle in winter breeze
Just a little warmth and light please…
Fate has brought me here
With all of you in my sphere
Yuna’s sphere…
Forgive me
And love me…..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PwKcv0cmbM

25.4.08: W.E's touch down!

Happy? Of course I am!
Extremely happy? Yes I am!

I was not well yesterday and have been sleeping most of the day. I told Naqi to inform General Tenko to look after W.E for awhile. I also informed a few comrades not to look for me as I would be at ‘Ground Zero’…Clear! No disturbance! No SMS! No calling! and Offline…Sorry my friends, even War Chief of W.E cannot escape from a virus attack..hahahaha…

But today, though not fully recovered I am back again. Early in the morning around 5am I was already attending TW. Yikes! ‘Justyunie’ was under siege in one and half hour. That is her first blood and the attacker…hello.! you have pick the wrong village to engage your war. ‘Justyunie’, she is a lady but do not seek the wrath of a lady especially when she IS the General’s War Chief. LoL! And that village is just her summer vacation’s swing! hahahaha…

It was in the mid afternoon and I was just plain lazy. My head was planning about tomorrow’s fling. I was thinking about the food court at the Pavilion but my cousins would rather hang out at the Mid Valley this Saturday. Hmmm….but how? (I was dilly-dallying at TW and just clicked at Ranking) AAARRRGGGHHH! I cannot believe my eyes on what I saw..."TENKO! WHERE ARE YOU?" Eeekkk! all I could say is ‘YAHOO!’

25.4.08, tribe W.E finally meets its first goal. Our mission was to reach Rank 100 in World 7. “WE DID IT! YEAH!” . On behalf of Tenko-san, I would also like to thank the W.E members for being with us. Without them it is impossible to reach our goal. Especially to a few members who are really dedicated to be with us, Nowars, Rinoa-san, Alqadri, Fareeq Yong, Hanflonic , Sir Donicus, Roadblock4, Isaiahdb5, KingMarc, 4621123025, Gonlett, Huipinglai, Slipboyz, Ghostrain …and many many more. We, Tenko86 and Yunie10ko, would like to thank our knights, apprentices and noobs who have contributed their part to make us where we are now.

"May W.E be with you"

yunie10ko's sacrifice

Picture: Yuna's sacrifice by marrying Maester Seymore :{

Last night was the hardest decision I have to make.

I saw the incoming troops at Timber and Fisherman Horizon. The attacker, Spale Ice Rock of PTT-W was baffled with my message to him; “I spy, the spy who loves me” because two days ago, he had spied on my Fisherman Horizon. To which I reminded him that “You have scouted my villages. I have never scouted yours or your family tribe’s villages. I am your peaceful neighbors and have never wage war in my neighborhoods”

I got to know that they, Spale Ice Rock and his brother, Schubi of PTT-B, planned to take all my 13 villages. I am glad that after dealing with them until wee hours in the morning, they will only take my three big villages, Galbadia Garden, Trabia Garden and Dollet City. In return they will spare the Balamb Garden, my main village, which is under an Orion tribe’s protection and the rest of my villages. In return these guys offer me a life time protection and friendship. It was an odd way to meet new friends. I went to bed at 4:30 am and woke up at 5:30am to attend yunie10ko, the most controversial member among the tribe W.E members. She’s the Guardian Master and the only member who stand alone at continent K69, away from her members. Now, she’s not alone. She has a few personal allies and a new member of W.E, junglejem. And she is bejeweled with her latest new found friend, The Italian9 of *IW*, who is also a Final Fantasy Fan.

Tenko-san, it looks like she is staying at K69 for good :D. You have Rinoa-san to keep you company all along. She’s your War Chief! You are in good hand. Hahahahaha…. XD

W.E is at rank 102 in Tribalwars

18.4.08: 0ur tribe was at rank 102. Just that night I saw it was at 114 and I was already over the moon. “Tenko-san, I am very very very very happy!” I broke the news as he comes around. I cannot retain my happiness any longer. I was bubbly and my head feels lighter knowing all my hard works soon pay off. “Heheh….I know” replied General tenko86. I guess he too felt that way.

“Yuna, just a few more steps to your goal ha?” Fareeq, is one of our members who have been very helpful and active. When he joined, he got bored in the first round. Hot blooded Fareeq just couldn’t wait to go out to battle, so I offered to baby sit his village. In no time, he had his first taste of getting himself a small village which is just next to him. “That is just for your back-up and support village to your Das Reich Alexandria. Until she is strong, you may go for a bigger one to capture” I advised him. Ever since then there was no turning back for Fareeq. He got along fairly well in the game and among the members and non members. I think he did it better than Tenko and I does. Well, during our time we have no one to guide. We blindly just played along for fun with no goals what-so-ever until we reach to the point we got fed-up of being taken over.

“Yuna, sometimes you are damn too serious. It is just a game and entertainment” Naqi scolded me when I don’t want to let go of sitting his account from Han. I reminded Naqi that if it weren’t MY entertainment, W.E could have not reached to where we are now. Besides his village, mrkamenrider, will be under siege with 5 waves of attacks and Han who have been helpful to monitor and do the necessaries things to prepare a big battle with an arrogant ‘Cat Woman’. All I am asking; “Naqi, just after the battles you may have it”. I felt very disappointed with his selfish attitude who never once takes a peep at mrkamenrider villages….my time and efforts...my passion and dedication…goes down to the bottomless pit. I cried! At the time of absolute happiness, it was also the most sadness engulfing me.

“I want my Warchief back!” demanded Tenko when he found out yunie10ko had gone AWOL. “Remember our mission, we are not far from there” he added. I was away too long (Hmm..just 24 hour). He’s been waiting for an explanation and renders back my heart in our game.

Y: “So? What is your next goal after reaching 100?
T: Rank 50! Hehehehe….

And so be it! :D

In loving memory of 'Lunatic Pandora'

"Tenko, it's me...yunie10ko is under seige once again" My voice was frailed sadden by the thought of yune10ko's fate. This time, 'Lunatic Pandaora' was having her first taste of Tribal wars. She's young but capable to stand on her own, minting gold coin contributing her part for a nobleman. But I have a bad feeling she can't survived after her 4 waves of attacks. Her wall came tumbling down to level 9 and her loyalty was stressfully at 36%. And she have 3 more waves coming in 4 hours. She had all her support that came from her mother and her 10 sisters. Her big brother, nowars, came running and her father, tenko86, marched down to fended her. Her japanese half breed sister, rinoa-san, brought in her batalion from South East but all was too late. As reports came, she has fended fairly well but luck was not at her side. Her mother mourned over her freak death...she was murdured by the Tribalwars' unexplained way and verdict. That is NOT fair. She was raped, raided, and killed by a scrupolous man who only think of winning and victory. How sad.....

yunie10ko, the pillar of strength of the tribe W.E in Tribalwars. In the past, she had been defeated twice but never once came back as weak. Alone and away from her fellow members, she raise above the rest. Her inner strength lies in tenko86 who would back her up and march W.E flag to be solely claimed for rank 100. And as we speak, W.E is maching up the hill at rank 116.

Tribute to my child, Lunatic Pandora
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TctM-S7BXMs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03T_xPF57z0

To all FF Fan, I hope this scene brings you back to the memory on the invasion of Lunatic Pandora =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ssQesyzxiTY

Things I do

Tribalwars
Yeah..yeah..yeah..if I am just a player, I think I wouldn’t be so involved with Tribawars day and night. Though Tenko and I are in it together, I have been administering, the one who have been pulling the strings to make things happened. I got all worked up and once I am fixed…the goal is just right in front of me. Just do it! It does not about believe in you …it is “I came, I saw and I conquered” Sounds brutal? Veni, vidi, vici is a famous Latin phrase spoken by Julius Caesar in 47 BC … what was it you were saying? Hahahaha…. =)

Blogging
Blogging is my favourite pass time. Hmmm..you may put it that blogging is my hobby…. Hmmmm blogging is my food? Blogging is my anger management? Hmmm…blogging is my lover! Yeah…lets put that my ‘Blog’ (Block..hahahaha..) is where I am emotionally involved, express my hidden feelings, a place where I go to when inspired or confide to. I have many blogs?..hahahaha…that’s my date! : P

Cooking
I love to invent a new recipe…yeah I love to cook but that doesn’t mean I would slave my beautiful ass spending more time in the kitchen. If I am in the mood, I switch on to good music, imagining on how my new creation-of-the-day would look like or taste like. Yeah, all based on that and I’m all set! Only the lucky few would get to sample hehehe…That’s my skill though I am no Chef de Cuisine.

Reading
When I am not able to networking, I read. No..no..not on novels or story books but magazines…no..no..no political magazine. I love National Geographic. I love the pictures and the content in it. It broadens my mind about our world and animals. Which such elaboration and insight, macro and micro, of living organism or creatures, makes me respect the aspects and essence of life. It is not about world domination or world power. It is about YOU. We are part of those living things. We share the air, water, atmosphere and elements…ALL to be in this world.

I am neither geeks nor nerds; I do read some entertainment magazines too. Other wise I wouldn’t have hang out with you, people! ..hahahahaha…that is oh-so-funny! =D

Chat
Only to selected few ..I chat a lot! ;) as I am a very private person.
Huhuhuhu..I hope they are not drowned by my chattiness. Sorry..! :P

What are best friends for?

I got agitated and unrest thinking about my precious Balamb Garden which will be under attacks in the next few hours. To kill my anxiety I chat with my best buddy, Naqi who was online and then with Aini whom I haven’t been chatting for quite some times. She was so delighted that I finally came around to greet her. I was surprised that she had been reading my blog…hmmm…she must have been missing me…(I am sorry Aini, next time I’ll check out with you more often)

I tried to catch some sleep before the clock strike 1:00am but I can’t. At 12:00am I am already up and had stomach cramp…some people call it stomach flu (hahahahaha…but whatever). I got even more agitated when my dad had switched off the router from the other room, twice. I cannot imagine should that happened in the middle of the battle and I cannot slot in my supporting troops. “AAARGH” This time I cannot hold my exasperation anymore. I wanted to barf, cry, scream and even fart..LOL! Naqi was trying his very best to calm me down. “Are you Ok?” he asked. “My heart is beating faster, I hardly breathe. I am not ok. I want to cry…Eeek! I am so nervous already”. Naqi send me some songs with FF video clips in it. “I know you; these would make you feel better!” Hahahaha..he was damn right! It has been so long I haven’t been to YouTube watching Final Fantasy from there…hohohohoh!

“Hi” At last, Tenko came around from his slumber at 2:00am. I feel at ease when my General is around, feeding him with more info on TW which was halted that afternoon. We could just go on and on and on and talk about from one topic to another. He stayed keeping me company and advising until the battle is over. Oh well, he kept his promise. I like that and appreciated his effort. After that, we continue to chat like tomorrow is never end…..

P.s. Thank you, Naqi, Aini and Tenko….! What are best friends for?

Balamb Garden

Balamb Garden is under siege! AAARGH!

Those were the days when my village, Balamb Garden, was weak and have to move on twice after days of defending her fort. I have never gives up. Balamb Garden has her ups and downs back then.

At present, my village has spawned into 11 more villages…to strengthen her existence at K69 continent in World 7. Alone in that continent representing her tribe W.E which is now at rank 130…not bad ha..

After a long break and peace, today Balamb Garden is under siege once again with four waves of attacks from a big player, Spale Ice Rock of tribe PTT-W. “Tenko, this is Yunie..Balamb is under attack..uuh..hmm..what?...urg..hmm..I don’t know what to do..??? Please be online..” Yeah..I was again a nervous freak. Perhaps I don’t want history to repeat itself. I don’t want to lose Balamb once again. She’s stronger now. I was feeding Tenko with messages and my feelings about this battle. “Don’t worry. We’ve been through this” he advised, trying to calm me down and I guess he knew I am capable of many tasks. I just need a moral support and reassurance from the General of W.E…to pick up the little pieces that has turned into a phobia when related to Balamb Garden.

“Yuna, you just have to face your worse nightmare…dance with the devil…and win back your confident in Balamb Garden…yes, you can do it!” says the voice in me

May W.E be with you! :)

Hey you! who wrecked my day!

Some people they just don't know when to STOP! Yeah! stop bitching around like you own the court. I don't bother you ..so you don't bother me. And don't even think that I would be calling you 'friend' one day. GGGRRRR!! and AAARRRGGGHHH! to which later I cannot take it anymore, I felt like puking..I cannot breathe ..I need space...Tension! Tension!...I don't copy you and I don't comprehend... I wanted to scream but where? but how? but NOW? No way! I am not going to lose my dignity over dat @#&*!!

I just want to let out my anger to that "B_ _ _ _!" MYOB pls...

If she thinks she can butter me..in your dreams mangkok..in your dreams k!

My life is a changing lane

Hi!

I haven't been to my blogs for quite sometimes. Tonight, I am taking some times just to be with Yuna Sphere..somehow I miss her very much. I have been busy manning the Tribalwars as more players have joined our tribe, W.E.

Finally our efforts (Tenko and me) are bearing fruits but the more we work on it, the harder it gets and more work needed to be done. "Ok, Yunie what is your plan?" says Tenko when he is all ears on my plan or plans. He usually approved with 'whatever' plans I have but I am just doing my best from my logical side of view...hmm..what about you Tenko?

Sometimes when I am exhausted and tired, I feel aweful lonesome. I got agitated easily and my mind wonders ...far..far..away..and then I get mellow..hahahaha..."Are you ok?" Naqi would usually asked when he felt my chat is like off keys..hahahaha...he will try to entertain me by giving me some funny links like this one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGUK2x3s88I . He is always there for me when I needed a friend. We have a game of our own..a secret game..well..can't say it here..it is secret (muahahahaha..) and it is hilarious game I ever known. Well..anything for fun and laughter..I am gamed! And so is Naqi.

Anand will drop by everday without fail. Just checking out each other. My other close friend who is miles away in a different Country and culture...I think quite a tough and rough culture and tradition compares to the indians in Malaysia. At times I feel sad for him who work extra hard to achieve his goals and dreams and who thinks of other people's happiness is more important than his..."Anand, just be happy, OK?!" because I'd feel good when I hear you having a good time.

Now I remember, GG used to say "Smile Please" almost everyday but I haven't heard that greetings for such a long time. And I haven't thought about it until today. I haven't been smiling? No..no..I am running free now and I haven't been to myself....What? ...hahahaha....it is because whatever I am doing my mind is totally on 'Tribalwars" ! Yes, just Tribalwars. I cannot think of anything else but Tribalwars....Tenko-san, what are we in to this time ?hahahaha...you got my head like turning to be your Warchief, your Admiral and Master Guardian. Alright my General cum Senator but we are not far away from our vision. After that what's next? You know..I am becoming like a 'Reptilia' like every words fits me into that world! Oh..man....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ra9ELw93lM8

(Goodnight Sleeping Beauty and Bobok....!)

Yuna marrying Hiro!

Naqi and I whenever we chat there is always lots of laughter. But it has been quite sometimes we don’t have this kind of conversation (how sad…) “I am too busy, Yuna. I have an assignment or quiz or presentation. Sorry k” Well, I am cool about it. “Priority come fist” I told him. Before I call in for the day, I’d buzzed him saying “Bobok, goodnight and sweet dream”. Communication got even worse when Naqi and Tenko, both having problem with their Yahoo Messenger. Hmmm…..

“Yeah! My YM is ok now” out of the blue Naqi sent a message. So I had my hands full on both favourite guys of mine. Feeding them with news on Tribalwars, whatever stories and teasing each other. Naqi showed me a picture of Hiro. We always like to play Tug-of-War on Hiro. “He is mine!” I would act zealously over Masked Rider Kabuto’s hero, Hiro Mizushima. “Though I am a guy, I am scandalously having an affair with Hiro. So he is MINE!” claimed Naqi who loves Karmen Rider so muchy. We laughed and jokes about our Hiro. “ Naqi, we’re getting married!” I pulled the last straw to make a greater impact on my devotion. “I am going to burn down your wedding reception. I am going to burn everything on your wedding day. Burn! Burn! Burn!” Naqi showed his playful tantrums. We laughed hilariously! It was really a breather for I had a great time with Naqi and Tenko yesterday. Full of funny remarks and jokes. “Naqi, I really missed those days where we used to have lots of fun and laughter.” I finally mellow. Even with Tenko, it was lots of fun. So three of us, we tried to catch up whenever we can and Tribalwars our only game that bring us together as time goes by. Sigh!

p.s. Yuna marrying Hiro! (In your dreams baby..in your dreams ...hahahahaha...)

Oh hello...could someone just get me in touch with Hiro Mizushima..I'm honored...wuhoo....(Eat your heart out, Naqi!)

Hate Me

Hi! Ronnie Allen Silva aka Rizman . Do you still remember me?

Probably you 'Hate Me'. I don't blame you

I have to block the thoughts of you so I don't lose my head

An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?

The way you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?

The way you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so freaking far away that I'll never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave goodbye

And then I fell down yelling "make it go away" just make a smile

And then I whispered "How could you did this to me?"

Because you then can....

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

...............This chapter is close.................

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G84XdE7sHOU