Friday, September 28, 2007

A little pain (in me)

This week..I was like...not myself actually.

I was reminiscing those days where I was venturing in the net, Alone!. Yes, I was alone. I went from site to site, blog to blog, forum to forum. Back at home, my head was totally fixed to playing games. And of course, I adore Summoner Yuna Braska from the Final Fantasy 10 so much. I think I have played FF10 3 times but my favourite one is FF8. Played FF8 5 times if not mistaken. I just have to see Squall. I adored him. He's quiet, a leader, caring, full of himself, stubborn and challenging. I think I like a man who could challenge my guts though I'm the quiet type basically. I hardly socialise. I wanted to become Rinoa Heartilly...she's full of life, jovial and zesty like Selphie (FF8) and Rikku (FF10). She turned Squall around from cold hearted selfish guy to a more open person and to love. I like the part when Squall rescued Rinoa in space and the scene in Ragnarok interlude with the song Eyes on Me http://youtube.com/watch?v=HNefNLOHVYk. I cried! I was touched. "Eyes on me'..my first and favourite FF song. ...I miss those days..."Did you ever know that I have mind on you?".

Then in the late February 2007, I found Cakapgold.com (CG). The above picture was my very first avatar. Perhaps, some members still recognised that picture, ff8yuna! I was an active member in that forum and still is. It started from here, I have friends and especially GG, we became good friends, eventually best friends. He shared his knowledge about the Internet world to which he guard his secrets zealously. He shared his world with me. We're close and yet so far.....

"Yuna, please register at Mybloglog" GG advised one day. Mybloglog was like a 'Food Station' to me. Feeding me with more blogs. I was awed at people's blogs and them, reading my blogs. Read..read..read..joined communities and somehow I found good friends especially Anand, Tenko and Naqi. I enjoyed their friendship.

Somehow, my life has changed. From a very quiet and shy girl..to a more open person. And making news friends...though I'm still lack of socialising techniques...no talent on yikkityyak in the open but online, I'm a chatter box! Have I changed too fast? It was just 7 months from then on...

Anyway..I DO miss those days...and I am missing you 'YUNA'! http://youtube.com/watch?v=glanQFGOEIA
(Dedicated to FF8, 'Yuna' was born...Thank you and I love you!)

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