Catching up

Y: What? You want that recipe via SMS?

T: Why not?

Y: There goes our credits la..

T: That's ok. I have a lot more credits

Ever since Sunday, Tenko and I have been SMS-ing each other. Yeah..on some recipes. For 3 days..Beep-beep-beep-beep. And so was his best friend too, Naqi, who SMS occasionally..."Yuna, I have arrived bla bla bla" ..."Yuna, I saw some action figures at the store bla bla bla"..."Yuna, how is my fort at Tribalwars? bla bla bla"...."Yuna, pls let the Sleeping Beauty knows about the Aliens vs Predators 2 bla bla bla" BUT I love them so muchy!

Last night, after practising with my Guitar Hero 2, I was with Tenko. It has been awhile we didn't chat since his friend came over. We just SMS. Fumbling over letters in which I don't think I can match up with his text messaging speed. "Naqi is SMS-ing me" I told him. "What did he say" Tenko asked. And so, on one hand was IM and on the other was SMS. Great isn't it. "Hey, Tenko-san we chatted on a wrong day. I have work tomorrow la bla.bla..bla.." hahahaha and STILL continuing. My goodness!The topic was getting interesting when he"Hmmm..I want to show you something"...http://youtube.com/watch?v=AJ39bOOR3fk .It was about Assassins Creed and then it was about the Call of Duty http://youtube.com/watch?v=2JC3UMJ2It4C3UMJ2It4 ...on and on and on..we could go on until dawn. Temptation! Temptation! What is best friend for anyway, keeping him company when needed. But because I'm working the next day, I forced myself to, "I really have to ZZzzZZzzZZ dear". We joked about 'Bobok' (putting to sleep) and 'Bantal Bucuk' (lullaby pillow) for awhile. Just a few laughs to put a smile as you sleep! Huuaah! (yawning)

Good morning and Sweet dream!

December is coming!

You want to see my Organiser?

I can't do without my organiser. I have set dates and in December, as usual, the busiest month of all. No..not my office work but personal matters and functions. No..no..I'm not celebrating Christmas neither. Hmm..time flies ya! Some people may not like it. It reminds them ageing away but not me. I'd be saying "Hey! my car instalments have reduced la.." Not many people knows that I'm car crazy too except Naqi; "Yuna, take a look at this beauty! She's a sport and cute!".

Anyway, there will be 2 family gatherings. On 8 December, our family's thanksgiving at home and 22 until 24 December, Al Qadri, Al Aidid, Al Habshi and Al Whatever (can't remember hahahaha...) as usual, a big gathering at Port Dickson. And who do you think will single handed organising these ....yeah! smart ass Yuna! Actually I didn't volunteer to be the head of these but they all know...Yuna is da gal (with imaginary weapons by her sides as in Duke Nukem, Medal of Honor, Quake, Resident Evils, Final Fantasy..bla..bla..bla..) will shoot the target! Laying out the menus, things-to-do list, delegate works and duties. Tenko has already named me as Chief Chef. Hey! This is NOT a glamorous job. I'd be managing it on those days and in the end I'll be dead tired! Then there is Aidil Adha on 20 December. My mum will go goo-goo-gaa-gaa if I'm not around to look into these. I was down with chicken-pox at one time, my mum, grandma and my sister were at wits on things to do...heheheheh but whatever!

31 December! My quiet time...I need a good rest to ponder on. No..I don't need a new resolution. Just a vision in my head for the next year's targets...on what I want, what I should do, how can I achieved it and how far can I go...(Hello, Doc! do you think I can run more miles?). I usually spend this special day at my own apartment in Kinrara...away from everything and everyone...solitude..and watch fireworks at night from here where everyone will be celebrating a new year. So much so of peace and quiet!

Yuna's Calm

Dedicated this song to the people who cares of my well being. I thank you so much during my trying times to understand what friendship means. I love you all. My love is just not ocean size love but ocean deep too. And I care....muah! muah! muah!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unRIcvEzVwg

Lyric:
I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space between needs a retention

I see you right in front of me as close as you can get
And I pray that you won't leave this daydream yet

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry anymore
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought of you there is my protection

I see it right in front of me
A vision in my head
And I know this is as real as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

You make no sound but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends
Like the sea
Like you for me

And it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

Whatever that is

If I like something or someone..I go for it. To the extend, 'Please do not question my sincerity' because I am. In return, I just want to have good time and good friends. That's all.

And I like to share..all the goodness if I could... about the world I lived in. Giving advises the best possible or logical. Reaching out the needy, giving ideas, moral supports, all ears ...hish! Whatever that is. Is that too much? All I know, I can't sit still...I need to do something..occupying the 'void' or 'vacuum'...maybe I'm hyper in terms of mentality but not physically. Yes, I need 'something' to keep myself busy.

If I am at 'on going' status and of suddenly I encounter a 'stop'. I'm like the ant colony..I'd panic and 'Hey! what happened to my trail?' When in confusion, I felt like out of normality,I withdrawn. I usually blame myself and then wondered if I over do it. Too friendly? Too nice? Too good to be true? Too whatever that is.

Sometimes..I think, at the beginning..it will be just fine...and then 'wow, it's great'...next 'you are the best'...then hanging on till you have nothing to say..or maybe 'too much of whatever'...ending in 'silent'. Some say..'give space and face'. I then will usually just 'wait and see'..I'd say the world is harsh and foreign to me because 'Too nice is a taboo'. Whatever that is.

In this world, saying 'I am sorry' is the hardest thing to do. People usually just turn around and run off without saying goodbye. The hottest thing can be the coldest thing. The future will turn into a past and it happens so fast you didn't have the time to think twice. Respect...what respect? In this vast world..either you live or you die...survival ratio 1:100. You survive alone or being alone. Selfishness is just an act of tolerance. A will to live in an unkind world...like a rose with its torn. Like an Edelweiss in winter time. Like whatever that is.....

Your hard work will end to waste, unrecognised, unappreciated...whatever that is

(Oh Balthier..I heard you and Fran are off to somewhere..No-where-land? I've got nothing here for me...may I take the jump seat? bla..bla..bla..bla..whatever there is)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=8bGp7LCRTlM

Hello..This is Ah Moy??

As usual, I log on to Tribalwars every morning at work. I am expecting an unwelcome guest anyway who keep on barging in everyday. Oh brother! The best I can do is to make use of my resources to upgrade the wall and recruit more armies just 10 minutes before the battle begins. And then…"Hey! What happen?" a statement, something like “not able to find the server” and later I was informed that the internet link is down due to no electricity and massive renovation work at the annex building where our Modems and Firewall are located. Oh brother! I sent SMS to Naqi….”No reply”. He must be sleeping as we were up till 2:30am. “Must I or must I not?” I wondered. I wanted to SMS Tenko but I remember he told me the previous day he had ran out of credit. Hmm…another blunder!

So by-hook-or-by-crook, I had to call Naqi. I was right! He was sleeping and I felt guilty for having to wake him up just for Tribalwars (Hey, sorry about that!) “Hello Naqi, this is Yuna. Sorry to disturb you but I need your help urgently..bla..bla..bla…bla…” The next thing we text each other until things been taken care of. Phew! Thank you Naqi! Later on, beep-beep-beep-beep: “Huhuhu..I was taken by surprise when I heard a chinese girl talking to me” Naqi text. I was LOL when I read that, I was not surprise anyway. “I sounded so Chinese meh? Maybe that’s the reason they don’t believe that I am Malay” I replied but whatever! Hahahahaha….

I just can’t wait to get home today and be online. I need to level up the Balamb Garden’s wall, pronto! It is crucial if I want to save my fort in this war. Oh man…!

“Thanks, Naqi! You’re a pal! You are too nice, too sweet like my Hiro Mizushima. Willingly to help, to jokes, and to keep me company during my trying times. And you are full of surprises too! Hahahaha…can’t imagine that you wanted me to view Cloud-san this morning! Yes! I was jealous! Yes! I was awed! But I was speechless because I was laughing at the way you did your stint! You have funny bones in you! LOL !!!”

Hiro Mizushima

"Who's that?" I asked. My eyes sparkled as Naqi put up a new picture on his avatar. "His name is Hiro Mizushima" said Naqi last week and ever since then, I have been secretly eyeing on him. Last night I couldn't keep quiet anymore. "What was his name once again?". Naqi knew it! "It's your sweetheart's picture ha!!" as he laughed. "Damn it! Xposed!" I whispered.

Last night, besides Naqi's birthday talk, Kamen Rider's war and Tribalwars, it was all about Hiro. He was eager to tell me from A to Z about him. Gave me some pictures too. "Hey, what are you doing?" as I piped down. "Hahaha..if I like 'something' I dig! I am surfing about him". Naqi, he was the most happiest guy last night! "Yuna! I gotcha! Kamen Rider Wins!" He has been trying to divert my heart, my head and my attention to love Kamen Rider since day one. "No way! I did told you that Hiro looks like Tidus if only he was blond!" But we both knew No-way-jose Hiro would be blond.

"Aarrrgh! Naqi did you see the part where he flipped the newspaper?" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKiTfuLmbPk&feature=related

I love that part, his smile was sooo swweeettt. "Hiro! I love you!!" and here is about my new boyfriend, Hiro Mizushima aka Tendou Shoji aka Kamen Rider Kabuto http://bestuff.com/stuff/mizushima-hiro

"I'm going to write about him in my blog" I told Naqi. "Don't forget to mentioned that I am the one who have introduced you to him ok?" said Naqi. Yeah Naqi, of course la...uuuuu..aaaaa....lovey-dovey...~~

The Chosen one

It started on the 12th November and snowballing from day to day, one attack after another, without fail, everyday ...battering Balamb Garden. I am so mad! mad! mad!

I thought I won't get affected emotionally when playing Tribalwars, after all it is just an electronic game on the PC screen. I was so angry the day when Naqi's village was attacked twice by the same tribe. I feel sad when I can't help to send a support to his village. So we plot. Revenge! We said "Kill like Hell! Shinea! shinea! shinea!" It was race against time to recruit more troops for the purpose. Our leader, Tenko on the other hand was pretty cool about it. He notify our intention but is fixed with his mission and vision, his determination on broadening his empire...yes sirree..he is good at strategy game. I tried to think like he thinks but I think...naw..I am not a natural born leader but I have not learn to give up. My will is strong as ever and my ways of over coming whatever!

Tonight, I feel 'emptiness'. After the 5th wave of being attacked I have to think and act fast. I was on my own. Naqi and Tenko had to put on hold with TW as they are at wars with their final exams this week...Oh brother! I was left with Mr Smart Alex, Slipboyz, who come and go like a hurricane leaving bits of knowledge here and there. "Yuna, just concentrate with Fenrir" Salihin advised. I've been mimicking Salihin's formula, adjusting with the Slipboyz's puzzles and Naqi's hot blooded vengeance and to be cool like Tenko. Oh yeah? "To be or not to be that is the question" from William Shakespeare's Hamlet. "But Whatever!" says I cause Yuna's will is as strong as ever.."If there's a will, there's a way".

They have wounded me but not my spirit. I still have one more game in my hand, the chosen one (secret) as my mind and my eyes feast on this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZRGt9jdQAs&feature=related . In reality, I never did like about War but in Tribalwars, I am at War!

Under attack...not again!

(Left Pix: Balamb garden's Paladin)

Woaw! woaw! who have been to my fort?

As usual, I will check into Tribalwars! Yes, EVERYDAY! I love to see the races between Naqi and the Slipboyz. Naqi will usually send me messages like "Yuna! my point is higher than the Slipboyz...hahahaha" and the Slipboyz will "Sis, how am I doing?" Love to see these guys motivate each other. Wa..a report? Clicked! And but HEY! my village was under attacked at dawn. Luckily all my troops were homed from their missions. And I have my Paladin ever on guard 24/7.

Goodness gracious, a stronger opponent Stac213 sent 200 of their scouts to spy. We managed to eliminate 13 scouts but it was too late, the enemy has got my military data. The least I could do is to inform General Tenko of my victory and my preparation to recruit more troops for possibility of the next attack. Stac213 have 3 villages and is from a MONKTP tribe, one of the strongest which have many followers. There are a numbers of MONKTP mushroomed around my village...Oh brother! but "Don't worry guys, till death do us part! Die in Hell! Kill! Kill! Kill! Shinea! Shinea! Shinea!" We have come this far and I would love to see Tribe Whatever to be one of the strongest and the best too.

Hey gang! Balamb Garden has been attacked twice by the stronger opponents..OUCH!

Best wishes to the best friends!

This page dedicated to my favourite friends, Tenko-san and Naqi...

You guys are rock!
Hope we 'game' together forever!
Yuna wish you all the best in your coming exams....

The song below..fits ya..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pvxU9kiJiI
As we go on
we remember
all the times we had together
As our lifes change from 'WHATEVER'
We could still be friends forever ... :)

Yuna's fav: Johnny Depp

I was browsing friendster and came across a group called "Johnny Depp'. I was thrilled as I am a fan of Johnny Depp ever since the 21 Jump Street. He's talented, cool, mysterious and a private man..he is HOT!!!Unfortunately there's not much info of him in that group...hmm..how sad.

Anyway, here are more of Johnny Depp.

Full Name: John Christopher Depp II
Date of Birth: June 9, 1963
Birthplace: Owensboro, Kentucky, USA

Raised mostly in Miramar, Florida.
Parents: John Christopher Depp and Betty Sue (Wells) Palmer
Siblings: Danny (also known as D.P. Depp), Christi (Dembrowski) and
Debbie
Current Residence: Owns homes in Plan de la Tour (near Saint Tropez), France, and in Los Angeles, CA (USA). Purchased a Caribbean island in 2004.
Former Spouse: Lori Allison, 1983-1985 (divorced)
Partner: Vanessa Paradis (current), a popular singer, songwriter, model and actress in France.
Children (with Vanessa Paradis):
1. Lily-Rose Melody Depp, born May 27, 1999
2. John Christopher Depp III (Jack), born April 9, 2002
Musical Affiliations:
Played as guitarist in bands including "The Kids", "Rock City Angels" and "P".
Played slide guitar for the song "Fade In-Out" by Oasis in 1997.
Played guitar on "The Snake" album by Shane MacGowan & The Pogues
Appeared in a variety of music videos, including:
"It's a Shame About Ray" by the Lemonheads (1992)
"That Woman's Got Me Drinking" by Shane MacGowan & The Pogues (1994)
"Into the Great Wide Open" by Tom Petty
"Joey" by Concrete Blonde
"God's Gonna Cut You Down" by Johnny Cash (2006)
Directed the music videos for "Pourtant" and "Que fait la vie?" by Vanessa Paradis in 2001
Writer and producer of "Sands' Theme" on the Once Upon a Time in Mexico soundtrack.
Played guitar on the soundtrack for Chocolat. Tracks include "Minor Swing", "They're Red Hot" and "Caravan".
Produced Rogue's Gallery with Pirates director Gore Verbinski, a CD collection of authentic pirate ballads, sea songs and chanteys recorded by various artists including Bono, Sting, Nick Cave, Bryan Ferry, Lou Reed, Richard Thompson, Lucinda Williams, Jarvis Cocker and more.
Business Affiliations: Long-time owner of the Viper Room nightclub in Los Angeles, though the club was reported sold in 2004. Also part-owner of the Man Ray restaurants in New York and Paris.
Production Company: Founded his own movie production company in 2004 called "Infinitum Nihil" (meaning Infinite Nothing).

Yuna's favourite sites on JD: http://www.deppimpact.com/

http://www.starpulse.com/Actors/Depp,_Johnny/

http://www.johnnydeppweb.com/

I Love to watch him in: Sleepy Hollow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yM2y2Ln_q4o

Like Chuck Berry once sing...Go Johnny go! go! Go Johnny go!go!

AAARRRGGHHH!!! JOHNNY DEPP...feed me with this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H808Jz36RQc

Plushie!!

Recently I found some Final Fantasy's plushie! The adorable soft toys. I'm head over heal with the Final Fantasy's plushie. They are so cute and adorable. If only I can get my hands on it.

This is Yuna(on the left) ...Isn't she so adorable?

You may check out at http://japanimation.com/jstore/series/finalfantasy/plush.html

http://www.toysnjoys.com/ff_plushes.html
http://www4.shopping.com/xGS-final_fantasy

http://hatsukoi.deviantart.com/art/Final-Fantasy-Red-XIII-Plush-37585120

http://www.kaboodle.com/reviews/final-fantasy-cactuar-plush-figure

Oh well, there are many more Final Fantasy's plushie...go ahead and search!

Xtraordinary

"Gudnite!" as usual...me and Naqi will close our chapter for the day. Before that; "I'll pay a visit to Tenko before I pass" told Naqi of my intention.

It was just a light conversation, just catching up with 'whatever' as I am already 'Half-Life' moving on to my Dream Land. And in our conversation Tenko mentioned that "One has to push over the limits" to excel like "Give your darn best shot" to become an "Extraordinary" and be "Above the Rest". Hmm..I love a motivation talk. I like to be the one catching some loop holes or gaps. My brain..thinks. My consciousness ...goes to awareness mode...My imagination goes with some examples, assimilation and simulation. I became an Observant...and wanting to know more. The reasons and solutions.

"If your lecturer says that..did he provide you with the solutions?" I asked him. I somehow thought about my friends who spoke about their expectation in their life and another about undermining his capability in life, today. And I on the other hand has cast away 'Expectation' thoughts. As I always have this, 'The bigger they are, the harder they fall' thinking and thus I always keep 'whatever' to simplicity. Just simplify...just simplify...'Simplicity is the best policy'. The 'Extraordinary' word has magnified to 'Extraordinary Expectation'. Whatever Extraordinary..I want to know more..his definition of being 'Extraordinary'. That is a great expectation!

Unfortunately, our conversation was cut short. We were disconnected, he had an urgent matters to attend and my giddiness has gone over board. I puked. I can't wait to continue as Tenko had SMS-ed.

Below are some quotes...think about it k

“Perfection consists not in doing extraordinary things, but in doing ordinary things extraordinarily well.” Angelique Arnauld quotes

“There are no extraordinary men...just extraordinary circumstances that ordinary men are forced to deal with.” Admiral William Frederick Halsey Jr. (Bull) quotes

Don't wait for extraordinary opportunities. Seize common occasions and make them great. Weak men wait for opportunities; strong men make them.” Orison Swett Marden quotes

So before I leave, I write

"Just be who you are. No one is Frankenstein (Xtraordinary). Smile plz!"

(p.s. Send me an Xtraordinary comments, so may I Xtraordinary understand)

Reaching out!

Hi!

Most people come into our lives and quickly leave. It is the special few that come in and leave a footprint in our hearts and we are forever changed.

I welcome these people with an open heart!

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.

The picture above, reminds me, my very first day with this blog, Yuna Sphere. I named it 'Reaching out to you'. I have no regrets ever since....Thank you my dear friends!

Quotes:

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Walk beside me and be my friend." - Albert Camus

"I get by with a little help from my friends." - John Lennon

Feeling Zero

What is feeling Zero? I can't describe. Maybe these will do.
1. Empty
2. Nothing
3. Space
4. Lifeless
5. Selfless
6. Thoughtless
7. Heartless
8. Vaccum
9. Who cares
10. Don't care
11. So what
12. Deft
13. Blind
14. Immobile
15. Sleeping
16. Nothing
17. Whatever
18. Whatsoever
19. Lost
20. Fixed eyes
21. None
22. Void
23. Cold
24. Iceberg
25. Artic
26.Antartic
27. Lonely
28. One
29. Cry
30. watery eyes
30. Stillness
31. Low
32. Zero
33. Just Zero space like below;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1znKEgQ6ssU
Just leave me alone.....
I'm better that way.....