New phase: July

There is something that I see.....

July 2007 a different phase compared with the previous months.

June 2007 was the worse month I felt! But I'm looking at it as just a phase I had to go through and who knows when the worst may come....but whatever!

At the office - 7 new employees and I'm working with a new lady boss, Ms Mary. A soft spoken and a down to earth lady. We're working very close on the Company's coming General Assembly which will be held in Tehran. Girls Power!...Mary, Lay Nar, Pei san and Yuna in this event.

New beau? ...lets say ...he's always there for me! hahahaha...he make no promises but just get going...no..no..no..I'm not head over heels yet...he just caught my attention!...just enjoying my time...

New friends...hohoho..not just friends...potential good friends on the net! so, busy...busy..busy..building friendship!

Never mind!

I've been keeping secrets. Don't know how to tell my best friend in which I ended up saying 'Never mind' as he's preoccupied with his new interest. He come and go to tell me his good news or just seeking my opinions. And I , on the other hand felt like it is not important on my new founding at the moment. So today again I repeated the 'Never mind' in the middle of our conversation. This time GG realised ...as I hardly stumbled on words before that he stop to listened. 'K?' seeking for more explanation. "I'm meeting someone and it has been 2 weeks" I told him briefly. "Go on dear..!"

He's more concerned if I get hurt and will support for a positive relationship. Told him that he's my pillar of strength otherwise I wouldn't be standing here if it were not for him. We went through so much and we're like a twin effect. Really! We've been together for 6 months and we shared a alike. Such a unique friendship I must say.

Ok GG, I'm going to take a real look this time...If I fall, you and Ati better help to pick me up. Because I'm not going for another catch. I'm going to rubb my nose the right way!

I wonder

I am wondering.....yes wondering...will I be able to achieved my dream? I need to focus more to see if I' m going to the right direction.

The way I see it...I can make it. But its going to be a long road. My mind is thinking harder of ways and means, to reach that goal. It is not about money and GG knows that. It just a discovery...my ground in this Internet world and GG has showed me the way it work and some ideas that he's willingly to share. It is up to me to make it through. I'm clueless from the beginning. If it hadn't been him..I'd still be clueless. Then, I was exposed to some good friends who recommended me about their ways. Time is another factor. Time is just not on my side. Don't want my mission to be holding on but moving..though slow..but moving. And I believe I'll make it.

So need a strategy, focus, believing and the goal...to drive my adrenaline to work harder before time catches me......Go! Wonder Woman!

Girl!

Wakka asked me on Girls. He said that Girls are complicated. I remembered GG mentioned the same too. Oh Really?

Let me tell you guys...actually Girls are NOT that complicated. They are easy going actually. Girls faced the same problems like you guys when it comes to a relationship. Problem is...the guys don't want to open up and say it out. And the girls...well..just waiting for that moment to hear it from the guys' mouth.

Girls...put it this way..they are sensitive, loves attention and if she likes you..she gives more than 100% to you. Every little things matter! Yes to girls..little things does matter. If you gives her a rose..that is good enough. A simple gesture, she'll remembers that for the rest of her life. Isn't that beautiful? Just respect her and treat her well. YOU are her world!

But if you cross the line..having another lady while you were with her...It is the point of no return. You've lost her trust, her love, her devotion, her respect and perhaps her soul..so beware the wrath of a woman.

If you found the lady of your life, just be with her and feed her with your true love ...her devotion to you is more than a life time. To her, you are her heart and her soul!

Plug in Baby!

There is music in my head and I cannot shake it off! Especially the 'Plug in Baby' by Muse. http://youtube.com/watch?v=Z-shO98fovQ

Good thing that Syed Ibrahim was around. He had some school project to do, so was helping out with his research. So Plug in Baby was on the net at all times...he got annoyed. "Hei Yuna! that song was an old story la...!"
But who cares anyway...can't shake it off my head!

So he plugged in his electric guitar and grooved in tune. By that time I was drumming my hands and sang! .... " And my plug in baby... Crucifies my enemies When I'm tired of giving.. Whoa..." Again! Again! and Again! hahahahaha.....there goes his school project! Again please......!

Finally!

Finally we met! I meant the deadline. Hahahaha..just kidding.

Met my chinese bro today. It has been awhile he hasn't come by. He's always busy with his business. He talked about his family and his daughters who love to draw....yeah..all over his house walls! hahahaha..Picasso in the making! huhuhu...He told me that his first daughter, Norlin, 5 years old is able to write her name in full....yeah..at the walls, the bed, the floor ...anywhere! Poor Adnan Lee...

Met GG tonight. He was excited that we finally met. I was being naughty coying him around, make him guessed which one was Yuna. Knowing GG, he's an impatient guy. And being Yuna, there are always some tricks up in her sleeve! hahahaha...Loves to make GG to blow his whistle! GG talked about his plans and business, as usual, Yuna is always there to hear and to help. Best friend is hard to come by in the internet..we did it! After 6 months of roller coaster ride of friendship and supporting, we finally met but we have a long way to go. This time we dance to a different tune. "Are you ready to dance?" GG said. "The song you chose was like coming from a horror movie" told him. http://youtube.com/watch?v=Uqx5_kPBIm4

But he's the leading man, he chose the song and so be it! Just dancing towards a better future..yes! to be successful in our internet venture!!!

Hey! What were you thinking? We're just two good and best friends ..ok! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxKGDiekrQ0

ANGER MANAGEMENT !

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMkm7Y4Umx8

2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjJG5hUci94

3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frbxpNAYlvg

4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxNOsydN6qE

5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGb-qGX-rO4

6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kS5BTS2d9R0

7. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XkbUR2ApHYE

8. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3F-5QJXXkc

9. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfW69iq9eBg

10. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-shO98fovQ

11. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLo04M_u0NA

12. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbKe4WiIyx4

Cool ha..? Hope I feel better now!

Colour your life!

Life is a fleeting moment...and as time pass by you are touched by all walks of life adding colours to your life. The canvas is your world and the brush is in your hand to paint the journey of your life.

Last night, I couldn't do more as the Internet connection was so slow. To upload pictures into the 'Shareapic' took longer than I anticipated. Boredom slowly seeped in. Been listening to Zanarkand and Pacelbel's Canon, then later to Ayumi's No more words and Dearest to Hate me by Blue October. My mood sank deeper as The Calling played Wherever you will go. Tears of sorrow slowly poured out when I listened to It is you I have loved featuring the Final Fantasy 12 about Ashe and Bash on YouTube reminding of me and him...our situation. On the other hand, I have friends online that kept me busy. Trying not to think too much before I finally called in for the day.

Colour my life the way I wanted it to be....successful and free! A happy ending.....

FF XII: Ashe & Basch - It is you (I have loved)

Selfish?

Why are you so kind to me?

I was like 'What?' and told him 'because you are my good friend! And good friends look out for each other'. Then I asked him if he has any good friends. He said 'No'. Hmmm..I guess he has not experienced any good friends coming from a girl before and especially from a KL-rian girl. I am who I am, GG. I haven't been selfish all these while and I guess you must be pretty mad when I told you the other colour of your life. I was being franked and besides, you wanted to know. My only selfishness was needing your companion and friendship. You don't have to thanked me but actually through you, I found happiness and laughter once again. You have brighten my world and teaches me to open myself to a new world. I appreciated that.

I have a few 'Good Friends' in my book. They are not specially tailored or ordered..they are who they are...and am willingly to help any whichever I can. I'd go to extra length to help...I guess to those who have known me, would you agree? Truly..I am YUNA! But of course, I don't use the magic staff to summoned for Aeons' help! hahahahaha....if only I could...I'd be asking for TIDUS! hahahahaha....

This is my story.......

Oyster in my hand

Oyster in my hand!

Today is a magnificent day though it is quite a hectic.

Yesterday evening Patricia came running to me screaming my name "YUNA!!!!" showing a 2 thumbs up in my face. "You OUGHT to see Transformers! BEST!BEST!BEST!" A group of colleagues surrounded my working place..chatting away about Transformers. This morning, again they talked about it. Syed, Naqi and Patricia have seen it and then Tenko who said that he's going to watch it this evening. Oh Brother! I felt being left out and here I am just surfing. My new lady boss set a meeting regarding the Online Registration. Went through the system and the reports. Just a few things to wrap up. Anand and Tenko were online, they were mocking away about my busy-ness. And GG YM me early in the morning after 2 weeks of lost-in-space.

More work and meetings in the afternoon. More office colleagues hanging round me. More buddies went online with me. I was like beginning to feel like an octopus. One head managing the hands, handling the tasks. But it was a beautiful and a merry day today. Patricia came again with her note book, calling me 'Boss'. I was like 'Hey! Excuse me!' and spanked her butt. "May I have your YM ID address?" she asked. I was at Just-Talk.Sokmo.net's forum reading away Takeshi's thread and I accidentally called her, Takeshi. She laughed! Then I asked Pat "Do you know Takeshi Kaneshiro" Pat giggled and nodded her head. She shrieked "Ow..Yuna you read this book too? The Secret? I was looking for this book..OMG!" This afternoon a client came, he said "You read that book? That book is awfully good! It works!" Alice who heard the fuss, browsed 'The Secret".

Too many happenings today..too many friendly faces...too many Internet buddies today..I felt good and get going. The oyster is in my hand!

p.s. To my Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty...beauty sleep is essential! I'm off to bed now hahahaha My glass slippers please!!!

No Entry

I'm sorry only the authorised personnel may enter!

I sat quietly in my usual place..doing my usual things and am still wondering of that total blockage to that corridor. Should I voiced out my opinions regarding this outrageous treatment? I hate to do this for I am a person who forgive but can't forget. I just want to leave the area but I have promises to keep.

He offered his hand. I was quite hesitant, but I was hurt and bored. We became friends and once again a dejavu. I laughed when god was playing with my fate as I lay down straight! This time I'm playing safe and no sweet temptation. Yet every move was like those sweet days of thunders. History repeat itself shall I say. Welcoming the new dew drops which will soon disappear as the sun rose higher. Que sera sera whatever will be will be.........

Looking up!

Looking up for a new idea...

Hello, Squall? Is that you? I am wondering what are you looking up at? There must be something interesting....lets share!

"Smile please!" I told him. Wakka needed a boost to lift up his spirit. Had a pep talk with him who think too much of what others are thinking of him. Poor..Wakka... Told him that whatever, he MUST think of himself first. This is not the selfish sort of thinking but never never look down on yourself. If you want others to respect you, gives yourself a respect first. Put your best foot forward and be sincere in friendship or whatever...be presentable and take control of your undertakings.

I was reading a book on 'The Secret' by Rhonda Byrne...just started last night. I haven't finished reading it but in short it was about believing in yourself as it gives you anything you want: happiness, health, and wealth. The secret is the law of attraction! Whatever is going on in your mind you are attracting to you.

"Every thought of yours is a real thing - a force"...by Prentice Mulford (1834 - 1891)

Well, can't be telling you all in it. Go on, get a copy of that book to have a better understanding. So Wakka, Yuna was and is just trying to say that it is not hard to find the peacefulness and happiness that you're looking for. It start from within..yes..yourself! Believe in yourself! Respect yourself! Look up and smile please!

Generosity do pays

I don't really know him...but out of the blue, I received an invitation to add him as my messenger's list. An Indonesian guy, Mr Fatur. He then thanked me for adding him. We chatted for a while as I wanted to know how did he get my ID. He said that I sent a message to him about his blog http://fatkurohman.com/ . He then asked for my blog to which I gave Yuna Sphere to look at and the rest of my blogs, he may view it at my profile. Later, he commented that he like my blog and had clicked the Adsense. I was like 'What?'. He also said that he like my forum Just-Talk.Sokmo and again clicked the Adsense in there. I was awed and amazed with his generosity.

Thank you again! Mr Fatur you're a kind heart and a thoughtful man.
Does generosity pays? Let me know will ya?

Yuna is back! Canon Rockin'

Hi!

I've been listening to this http://www.divshare.com/download/703281-edc whenever I'm online. It is so soothing, breathtaking as if the rhythms of the music is in line with my life. So touching..so classical and I LOVE it very much. Been listening to every tune it played...it is like stepping my foot forward dancing away my endearing life.

And save the best for the last...http://www.divshare.com/download/1125108-be0 the Grand Finale! It takes me far far away like the year of Beethoven.... Thank you, Tenko for introducing me to these. I'm on cloud 9 already!!!!!

Next, I'm ready to take the world! Here I go!! Come on Yuna, grab Tidus' hand and show him how to Canon rock!http://youtube.com/watch?v=y07P3qOOd4g