Give him a chance

Wake up! wake up!

I haven't fallen behind yet. I'm still here though not standing, just sitting or lying down in my numb world.

Yuna! Yuna! Yuna! Yuna! Yuna! he SMS-ed. Dotty continued to SMS or called occasionally. I, on the other hand, needed to straighten up my think-tank. Its hay wired and thus malfunctioned. I've been bugged or virused...yeah..Dotty's virus. I needed a vaccine. Hahaha..it reminds me the fight I had with Hashmurim at FF12 where I needed vaccine for the disease Hashmurim gave if not, the life level will go down to 1 instead of 800.

Dotty..dotty..dotty..dotty..I told Tenko of the lyric I'd do . A replica of his supposed-to-be sad song Wani..wani..wani..wani..wani..which I laughed when I first read his blog. Tenko was puzzled when I told him that. Hahahahaha...it STILL makes me laughed when I recalled the incident today. "Yuna, gives Dotty a chance la..Just tell him the truth" Tenko advised.

Thanks Tenko..Yes, I will!

Shut me up!

Less is not enough but over board is bad!

Hmmm...actually I'm not in the mood. I'm feeling low and 'Don't-care-a- damn-thing'...sort of. I've been staring at the screen for so long. Been searching for a suitable picture to post. But my desire has gone. I'm in a naught. Help...! what help?

Then I remembered to send some links about FF8 to my good friend, Anand, who is in Bangalore. He has asked me which character in Final Fantasy he'd be. At first I told him, Zell because Zell is a fighter and a go-getter like he is but Laguna Loire fits him best. So, I've been feeding him more info on Laguna of FF8. Hmm...at least this will keep me busy for awhile.

Aha! I found this with Squall in it. Real life Squall...Excited? Yes, I was! http://youtube.com/watch?v=j98bEDqEc3I. So I send this to my good buddy, Tenko who was online. We chatted...somehow I have totally forgotten about my earlier blues. His best friend, Naqi come around at the same time. So preoccupied shall I say...until we were pooped! Bed time buddies! Tenko left some advises before we draw the curtains down.

And my head...was filled with this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vKoIw_THvQ

Over and over until I finally sleep.....(Try and shut me up!....hahahahaha...)

Foiled Matrix

Lay Nar, I need half an hour break..my eyes are too tired!

So off I went to the filing room. Switch off the light and rest my head for awhile. The room was so cold but I was like Thomas "Neo" Anderson today, Keanu Reeves in the Matrix.My attire was all black from the neck to boots As I walked the gown was flowing making head turns ...envied by the girls...Wuhoo! All I need is a pair of cool shade but in the office? Hello..!

I shut my eyes though my head was like 'The Server' non stop thinking of this and that. Oh Please..! Can someone pull the plug for awhile. Then I was thinking..whoever was trying to get in touch with me online...I just don't care! I need a rest. Half an hour will do. It was just 20 minutes, the light went on. I looked up ...and there was my Big Boss..surprised to see this cool dude like sleeping on the job! It was just a coincident he stopped by and found the carpet nearer to the filing room was wet due to the air cond's faulty. "Yuna, are you not well?" He was concerned. I told him that I was on my break. "Ok, I'll switch off the light for you"

Oh!Man..how can I catch some sleep when your boss knew where you were! How can a Matrix do the tricks before pulling out the plug from the back of my neck?

Worst Hairdo!

We were talking about something but eventually leads to Seymour Guado from FF10. He couldn't recalled and I told him...the guy who married Yuna...he still couldn't imagined...The guy who had the weirdest hairdo..in fact the worst hairdo...Then he remembered!

We laughed and laughed and laughed!

Just take a look at the screenshot! Tell me if you agree with me. Is there anyone out there who would wear that kind of hair? Ok..here are more about him.

Seymour Guado, formal titles: Maester Seymour Guado or Lord Seymour is the leader of the Guado nation, a race of demi-humans in the world of Spira. He is also a maester of Yevon. He inherited both positions after the death of his father, Lord Jyscal Guado.

Here are links that I like, about Seymour and Yuna:

A nice little movie scene takes place here. Yuna didn't really want to marry, but to send Seymour to the Farplane. As she is sending him, a Maester warns her that if she sends him, Yuna’s friends would all die. Yuna gives up and is forced to kill Seymour.http://youtube.com/watch?v=Bg8OqPbZIEA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoKbwGA78UY

Mount Gagazet, its a long walk. When you finally get to a save sphere, save the game and go forward. Watch the FMV as Seymour comes out of nowhere. You know what that means!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOeB9Imq_As

Then, What do you think of Wakka's hairdo? (see the screenshot) We laughed and laughed and laughed!

Phew! That was a great laughed! Bring them on... Final Fantasy!

Simplify your life

He said that his life was in a mess. Looks like you need me to counsel you ha? "Yes, I need you to counsel me" he replied.

Think about yourself as a whole. And you, in the centre of a Spira. And think about your circle too. And in your circle you have your Sphere grid(FF10)...well, like License board in FF12.."Hahaha..like Dress sphere in FF10-2" he laughed. I laughed too...somehow I found it amusing to relate an order of life like this. I'm a gamer, an ardent fan of Final Fantasy. And he's a gamer too. I think it was easier if we discussed like a gamer's wave length. But somehow it was funny converting the idea that way.

Try to make it simple! "Simplicity" is the keyword! (Hahahaha...keywords! Ring a bell people? Even blogger lived by this rule). Simplify your life! I told him. You know, I'd looked the other way if I found 'whatever' was too complicated and confused. But I don't run away from problems! Face your problems because if you run, it'll haunt you. "Yeah..me too, I don't run away from problems" he said.

It didn't just stop there, so we talked. Me! become a counselor? hahahaha....whatever! for a friend's sake k...that's Yuna! I am who I am. Que sera sera!

You only lived once

Hi Tidus! Been looking around for me?It has been awhile until my eyes shifted to Balthier? I don't know what to do if you shut me out and left me wondering around and I'm not a sitting bull neither. I need someone to keep me busy...encouraging my spirit to raise higher and to fight for my sanity. You know me...I'm a one-person-people and I'm a tight-lip-person too and thus I hardly mingle around. So who is going to tease me up on a beautiful sunny day?

You have taught me to whistle and my journey to Zanarkand is more beautiful and happier. That's all I'm asking. Yes, you make laugh. I laughed a lot and I felt better. Also thanks to my guardians: Kimahri Ronso, Lulu, Wakka, Auron and Rikku. They are my angels and yes you too, Tidus, whose name means "sun" in Okinawan. Hence I dedicated this song to my beloved guardians http://youtube.com/watch?v=PQD2Z4KDazs

Do you know I feel restless when you're in trouble or pain. You don't really know the pain I felt inside ...the sorrow of Spira. I want my journey filled with happiness and joy for you only lived once. http://youtube.com/watch?v=LiZzph4YPi0

Balthier the leading man

I can't take my eyes off Balthier!

Balthier is a 22-year-old Hume sky pirate who pilots the Strahl, a small airship, around the skies of Ivalice. He and his companion, Fran, prefer to remain outside of the war between the kingdoms of Ivalice. Born Ffamran Mid Bunansa, he is the son of Dr. Cid. Balthier claims to be the "leading man" of the story many times throughout the game, and insists that this status makes him invincible. This viewpoint draws credibility from his near-death experience when the Sky Fortress Bahamut was destroyed near Rabanastre. Though presumed dead, he and Fran apparently retrieved the Strahl back from Vaan and Penelo, leaving a note for the new Queen Ashe indicating that they are still alive.

I want all heroes to be Balthier. Let's simply replace every character in every game with Balthier and be done with it. Balthier doesn't have time to bitch and moan. Rather, Balthier wants to engage you in an intelligent discussion and help around with whatever -- all the while saving the whole damn world with naught but a snide remark and his trusty side-arm.

Balthier was especially charming -- he shirks the tacked-on conventions that have become typical in videogames in favor of character traits that are truly heroic. He's optimistic, ethical, intelligent, and extremely likeable -- you know, the characteristics that have become almost taboo nowadays. That the appearance of this kind of male lead strikes many as a surprise is something that ought to make you think.

Oooo and aaaaa for Balthier!He is too coooool! Wuhoo.... He IS my leading man. Watch this, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxKGDiekrQ0

Quotes:

Balthier: I'm the leading man. And what did they say about the leading man? He never dies.

Balthier: It's not easy being this popular, you know.

Paused

Composed!

Been busy of late. Didn't have time for myself but whatever..there is time for my passion playing Final Fantasy 12 late at night, plus catching up with friends who'd knew that I'll be up.

"Are you bored Yuna? You weren't playing games whilst you were with me" I remembered GG mentioned this to me. I guess...Yes I am bored and maybe I'm running out of ideas...maybe it is just a phase...maybe I need to unwind and go back to where I have put it on hold...maybe I need some refreshing...oh Whatever! I need a lead...a leading man like Balthier! To keep me going...otherwise, I would be a sitting duck!

But I'm okay. Maybe it is just a phase I'm going through. I haven't lose my ground nor my head yet. There is something I'm holding on to ....maybe I'm just damn lazy for awhile. Till then, I'm composed and ready to strike whenever I want to.

Pause Mode....

It wasn't me!

Taking a closer look!

It wasn't me who make the first move. It wasn't me who opened the bottle cap. It wasn't me who said it. It wasn't me who put things up. It wasn't me who make things difficult. It wasn't me in the first place anyway. Never!

I usually says, "I am who I am" this has been in me at all times. Some say I'm nice, kind, informative, helpful, strong headed, sensitive, mysterious.....whatever k but I'm no one's puppet neither anyone final fantasy girl. Won't deal with any one's nonsense too.

One asked me.."where do you stand Yuna?"

Goodness gracious! of course on the ground, Sir! I have my feet firmly on the ground! Unless I wore a special boot that float..yeah! above the landmines and booby traps.

I was just happens to be there and I got the ride. I'm not an open book but I'm an open minded person. Yet I'm glad to be part of the connection. I'm glad to be in that circle. I'm glad to be whatever it should be...it is just part of life. That's OK.

The point is...they don't see how I see it. They don't understand at all. But must I care?

http://youtube.com/watch?v=IWnUqHhzwxE

Final Fantasy 12

My dates! Balthier and Vaan.Yup! every night!
In fact right now I'm thinking about them, Vaan, Balthier, Fran, Penelope, Basch and Ashe.

When I am in the middle of 'something' I can't seem to take it off my mind. Can't wait to play FF12 when I reach home.

GG: What are you doing?

Y: Playing FF12

GG: What about the guy you told me?

Y: Oh him..in fact, I'm online with him at the moment

GG: Then why are you playing FF12 for?

Y: Both! I'm handling both, GG hahaha...

I started to play FF12 last year but I was stuck at the Phon Coast. I cannot proceed to Tchita Uplands. I got fed-up and put it aside. Besides by that time I was actively with forums and blogging. But last Saturday, I went to the game shop and bought another FF12 game. I was relieved the disc was ok. I would like to thanked Tenko who emailed the FF12 Hidden Path days ago. This is one of many tasks in FF12. Apart from the adventure, battle system, license board, characters....beautiful people, beautiful CGI, beautiful landscape, beautiful storyline, beautiful plot, beautiful music, beautiful friendship, beautiful love story...that is what Final Fantasy all about! Long Live Square Enix!

Playing Names

Yuna! are you alright?

Yeah..yeah...yeah..!I'm alright. I coughed too much! so obviously my voice sound bad but manageable. Thank you!

Have gone to see a doctor?

Yeah..yeah..yeah.. I did. Hey! I'm a big girl and I know how to take care of myself. Excuse me!! So how are you, Mr Thanks-for-your-concerned!

I am FINE! Ms D-I-Y! (Do it yourself)...just wondering...hey, are you really ok? If you're not ok. we'll talk later k.

I AM ok Mr Sensitive-Smarty-Pants!hahahaha.. (laughing away for I think guys just can't take sarcasm from a lady!) Are you crossed with me? I'm sorry then. You've just shown me your vulnerability.. wuhoo! Anyway, good to hear that you have recovered and ok.

O.k., Ms Yuna-Wannabe. I'm just being Mr Nice-guy and Mr Wondering-Sometimes-About-You! Mr Sebok-Ke-I-Ni...?? (Mr Am-I-Busybody) or Mr Ganggu-Ke-You-Ni..?? (Mr Am-I-Disturbing you)

Hahahaha...Really! I had fun talking with Mr Too Friendly-Too Nice-Too'Betul-Ke-Ni?' huhuhu....No..no..no.. I wasn't being harshed. After he got the drift, our conversation was a funny one..too bad I was Ms-Coughing-Laughing-Too Much-My-Throat-Sores!

Fun Spoiler! Eeeeeee.....but thanks! I enjoyed playing the Namings. I hope you have fun too ok!

ME!

Hi! I'm taking a GOOD rest today.

But I cannot just sit still unless I'm sleeping

My mind was thinking of my blogs and online but I'm sick so need a rest. Then I thought of PS2 which I left 2 months ago.

Yesterday after seeing my doctor I went to Midvalley..I MUST!

Brought along with me PS2 memory card and off I went to the game shop. That's me...'If there's a will there's a way'...anything or whatever that I'm passion with! That is Yuna! My 'Dedication'...just don't under estimate my dedication and passion. I spend an hour at the game shop despite of not well. Had a few audience while playing FF12. They said I'm good but actually they didn't know that I'm no beginner and it was a continuation from my memory card. My FF12 characters' level were 56, 57 & 58 at that time...so? just showing-off! hahahaha....After I got what I wanted I headed home and ZZzzzzzzzzz....

So, tonight! FF12...playing time! Ooooo....Aaaaaa I felt like 'ME' once again!

Hello friends! Do you know what it feels like being 'Yuna'? No one knows ...Yes, no one does...how sad!!! But it doesn't matter....I am who I am anyway! Cheerio!!

Imposter

Something smell bad!

This morning, I was about to briefed Lay Nar about the GA2007 Access database which I did for 2 days. And I saw a similar database on the server! I was like 'Hey! Who had copied mine!' but I have protected my work with the password but how did it happened? If the copy-cat person claimed that was his/her work...he/she better watched out for I'm not going to just sit around without getting the credits on my work...mind you I was sick when I did that and I'm still sick. Why can't people be honest and sincere? I don't mind sharing, just ask me...that's all. I'm just mad!mad!mad!

Houston! we have problems! We have an alien on board!

NO BUTTS!

hahahaha..actually I meant 'No Buts! not Butts!' Gotcha!

Today I have a tedious job to do. A great expectation from my Big boss and Lady boss. Oh..man..! And I'm down with fever! My body is aching and I can't think straight. The IT boys should prepare the online registration but now it is overdue. Thus my boss decided to use the old database which I programmed. So it requires a lot of changes and so are the links and I'm sick. Whatever it may be, TIME is crucial at the moment and so...Excuse me...!No Buts!

About Basch

Basch fon Ronsenburg is a 36-year-old Captain in the Order of Knights of Dalmasca.

Basch's famous words: "After Vayne’s ruse I had abandoned hope for honor... Yet never did I forget my knightly vows."
"I had someone more important to defend. And defend her I have. How is it that you have survived?"

Oooo Aaaaaa the old english ...how romantic as it being spoken! I'm beginning to like Basch character in the Final fantasy 12. He is resilient, Steadfast, trustworthy, noble and loyal right down to his bone. Though he was being duped as a traitor but yet he bounced back not just to proved that he was framed but, he IS who he is....a knight! Though Vaan, the main character in FF12, it is Balthier who is stealing the show and Bash, loomed in the shadow gradually raised and submerged to claimed his rights to be on stage. Making his appearance more prominent as it interlude by romantically link with Queen Ashe. Oooo Aaaa once again! http://youtube.com/watch?v=h9_ZIDuhXGs