Peace and quiet

I wish I was here! Serene beauty and tranquility. Peace and quiet. Staring at the waves and where the deep blue sea meet the horizon. Walking along the shores, my feet playing with the white sandy beach...teasing the little crabs or the hermits. Collecting sea shells. The sea breeze in my face...hhhmmmmm......what a feeling!

The Sand, the sea, the waves, the wind and the sound of the seaside....then the peacefulness, the quietness and hassle free. YES!

But after a few hours of strolling...I still need to get back to my cyber world to be online! AAArrghh! !!!!

Hello? Disconnected? AAArghh!!!!!!!

Ring!...Ring!..Ring!...

G: Yuna have you watched the news on TV3?

Y: Whats with the news?

G: Hey you! don't just glued to your world...watch the news the next time, will ya?

Bla..bla...bla...bla....bla...bla...look at this link! bla..bla..bla...bla...

Why do I need the news, right? when I have one LIVE on call! hahahahaha.....

No offence GG, just joking! We're always looking out and helping out for each other, right?

Hmmm...Where is Skywalker? He said he'd be online tonight seeking my help (??)

Make defence!

Fencing up!

Early in the morning an unknown person was online with me. He said he got my info at a 'J' website. The problem was, I did not put my ID address nor a picture in it. Plus he seems to know a few more info that only my best friend knew. But he's away and I can't get into that site. How frustrating I was....to check whatever the data in that site. I wrote to the Admin but still with no reply. Furious? Yes, I was...Puzzled? Yes I was. Can't wait for GG to come back to help with the investigation. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have registered last night. Arrgh! no matter what I'll make a defence and I cannot be off guard. To be or not to be! That is the question! but whatever la...My identity is not up for sale!

Looking at the picture above....I'm a dare devil when it comes this 'CLOSE' of who I am.

OK

Hi! I'm ok with a little bit ....hmmm...let me think...never mind! I'll get over it.

This morning, Syed Izman, asked me for the reason I SMS him on not to picked me up to work on Friday and Monday. I didn't say much throughout the journey. He was yikkity yak yikkity yak...drumming into my ears and I was like 'Ya' and 'OK' nodding my head. Then I said "I miss Kinrara" when I heard 'Itu Kamu' song on the radio. "What?" he was like...What the heck she's talking about ???? He saw me looking away ..."You ok ke?" There was just silent. It was not like him to piped down as he's a talker. "Jom, kita breakfast!" He already drove up to the IBC ground (Int'l Broadcasting Center). We ate and he talked about his work..chatty as usual. I really had a good looked at him. Geewhiz! My god! He really can TALK! My goodness! I wanted to laughed...was that a joke or what? He saw me smirking and said "Apa hal ?" (whats up?) . "Nothing!" said I, as I almost burst into laughter. He frowned into confusing but he kept on talking yikkity yak yikkity yak....

Goodness gracious! as I quickly ate my fried rice.

"Yuna, Jangan lupa makan ubat!" (Yuna, don't forget to take your medicine!) as I closed the door before he drove away......(My goodness! am I that transparent?)

I guess I'm lucky to have GG, Syed, Wakka, my sis and my grandma who are concerned about my well being. Thanks to all. Just bear with me for one month...thats all I'm asking.

Air Supply - I can wait forever

Lyric:
When you say, "i miss the things you do"
I just want to get back close again to you
But for now, your voice is near enough
How I miss you and I miss your love
And though, all the days that pass me by so slow
All the emptiness inside me flows
All around and there’s no way out
I’m just thinking so much of you
There was never any doubt

Chorus
I can wait forever
If you say you’ll be there too
I can wait forever if you will
I know it’s worth it all, to spend my
life alone with you

When it looked as though my life was wrong
You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong
I’ll be here, when hope is out of sight I just
wish that I were next to you tonight
And though, I’ll be reaching for you even though
You’ll be somewhere else, my love will go
Like a bird on its way back home
I could never let you go
And I just want you to know

Chorus
I can wait forever
If you say you’ll be there too
I can wait forever if you will
I know it’s worth it all,
To spend my life alone with you

Totally down and out

I am not well, I'm down and I can't think straight. I'm having a fever and so is my heart. Somehow my door to the yester world was left ajar and I peeped into those days where I was happy...I belonged to him. I remembered the song we used to listen and sang..."I can wait forever" by Air Supply and somehow the smell of those atmosphere lingers around me. Geewhiz! I let my guard down today! Oh Brother! Have I make a big mistake? Letting him go? Not letting him know? Not knowing the truth? I am totally confused today. I can't believe that I'm so melancholy...I know I could just make a call if I want to...........(???) Yuna? (???) Yuna? (???) Yuna? (???)

My best friend was trying to cheer me up...but I can't. "Smile please!" he said but I can't...cause I felt so cold...so alone...so blue...longing...so hurt...so sick and so weak. Didn't have the heart to informed GG what I went through today. Didn't want him to think that I'm just being foolish and silly. I know he'll say "Nak I ketuk?" (meaning Do you want me to knock some senses in you?) I know he always give some moral support...whatever, thank you GG.

Anyway I almost make the call....."RONNIE I HATE YOU!" and see what he has to say.......but almost! almost!yeah almost!.......Eeeeeeeeeeeee!

Sponge Bob Square Pant

I love Spongebob Squarepants!

I remembered 3 years ago. I saw this icon on the billboard. And I was like "What the heck is that? Spongebob Squarepants..what a name? Yuk!" Then one day I was hospitalised, alone and bored. I've finished with whatever readings..magazines and newspapers. I've looked out at the view many times from my bedroom window. Then I heard "Are we ready Kids? Aye Aye Captain!" . My TV was on like 24/7 to keep me company during my stay. To kill my boredom, I stayed on and watched Spongebob Squarepants! I laughed! Wow wee it was SO funny! I love Spongebob Squarepants' charactor...and it was like love at first tube! hahahahaha...Immediately I love Spongebob Squarepants. The jokes was so simple and innocent...very catchy too! Right then I knew that Spongebob Squarepants was going to be a hit! "I can't hear you...! Spongebob Squarepants! Spongebob Squarepants!"
Other latest cartoons that I like? Totally Spies, Kim Possible, Justice League bla..bla..bla..hahahahaha..cartoons in my head! There goes my Final Fantasy...oh..brother!

YouTubeDotCom

Where else? http://youtube.com/

I don't know how to make a video clips to participate in the YouTube. But if I could....

What would I contribute in it? Hmmm let me think...about Final Fantasy? You bet! But there are many Final Fantasy video clips in YouTube already...but I don't mind :) BORING! DING! DING! DING! "Hey! who said that?"

YouTube is where I usually hang out after a looong hours of research work, attending to my blogs, Mybloglog and the forums. I usually spend my times with whatever Final Fantasy in YouTube. I recalled one night, I clicked at one of the FF video clip and to my suprised, it played a hindi song! I laughed! That was really good! I had been HAD! So I thought...hmmm if I could, I'll do the same. FF with the malay songs! wuhoo! I'm going to flood YouTube with these hahahahaha...! Just you wait!

Ring...Ring...Ring...

Y: How did you know that I'm still up? (It was 1:30am)

G: Just trying my luck but I know you...so what were you up to?

Y: Spending my time at YouTube!

Thank you, YouTube! What can a late-night sleeper do without you?

My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

My Chemical Romance

Of late 'My Chemical Romance' has been flooded in our heads. Yeah! Go MCR!

He loves 'I don't love you'

I love 'Famous last words'

Last year, Syed Ibrahim Haikal printed out a poem 'I'm not okay'. What? Was he? To which later I found out that it was just a lyric from MCR. He sang almost everyday and I thought it was rather funny. Then he showed me 'The Black Parade' video clips and I fell in love with MCR immediately. We watched and sing almost everyday. I cringed and laughed but actually more towards LOVE, Gerard Way, the lead singer because I love to see him performing especially seeing his facial expression on every of the MCR's video clips. Brilliant video clips! GERARD! you are oh SO CUTE!!!

Last week GG sent me a link, "Yuna! Take a look. I'm beginning to love this song. Alan introduced it to me". I laughed when I saw it. It was 'I don't love you'. Told him that I knew of MCR and I didn't want him nor any members to know about it. So I sent him The Black Parade and Famous Last Word 's video clips to look at.

Here is the latest news on MCR!

My Chemical Romance are planning ahead for their stint this summer on the Projekt Revolution Tour with Linkin Park.

Wuhoo! This IS great. MCR with Linkin Park! I love Linkin Park too! It's going to be a BLAST!!

But Hey! I'm a Final Fantasy Girl! Oooops!

Say NO to pesky!

Stay safe online

Keep logging on but keep savvy because the internet is a great hiding place for people who could be out to take advantage of you.

I have posted this article on "Stay Safe Online" at my blog "Yuna! Whatever!"
There are at time I've been questioned like below:-
Q1: May I know your name?
A1: Yuna (Just Yuna, ok)

Q2: Where do you live?
Q2: KL, Malaysia (Just KL, ok)

Q3: Can we meet?
A3: No

Q4: May I see your photo?
A3: No

Q5: May I have your phoner number?
A5: No

Q6: Would you like to join me in bla..bla..bla..(Invest)?
A6: No

Q7: Can we date?
A7: No

Q8: What about double date?
A8: No

Q9: Can't we be friends?
A9: yes, we can

Q10: Can't we be more than friends
A10: NO

Q11: How can we be friends if I don't know you?
A11: Vice versa!!!

Silent! Messege stop! (Whatever!!!)

Better connection

Hello people!

It is good to be back online. Get connected once again. I guess in this new generation, no one like to be left behind or out of touch.

Last Saturday, I purposely disconnected myself from internet working. I could just go to the Cyber Cafe if I want to but I didn't. I just want to feel what was it like without all these cyber madness. I watched TV, watched movies and did some house chores. Result..a BORING life! I spend most of the day sleeping. I slept while watching TV and movies. If I had my PS2 with me, I could be just doing that. But then, even the games had become a monotonous thingy. Lucky thing that I had my handphone with me. GG SMS occasionally. I'm not out of touch after all. That Saturday, my handphone had become a precious net connection to me. Oh my goodness! that bad ha...

Hello world! Yuna is back! I'm looking for a better connection this time.

May I call?

May I call?

(His first time using the word 'May'...hmmm indah nya bahasa)
I guess he must have realised that I usually use 'May' whenever seeking his permission for or on anything.

It was just for one day and one night without going online. Looks like he needed his best friend (so am I)... Just to Talk.

Yes...! Just Talk....whatever unfinished business...whatever thoughts in our head...whatever songs to sing or listened....whatever our secrets...whatever...whatever...whatever...we needed to Just Talk! He's all ears and so am I. I'm delighted to just having him to talk on whatever topics la...

Kinrara!!!

My home is just a modest apartment at Kinrara, Puchong. It has been 7 months since I left 'Victory'. Hahahaha I called her 'V' as she's on the 5th floor another symbol of V. I have many memories and memorabilia and V is my personal Vault.

From time to time, I yearned to be with V. My solace, my peace, my calm, my haven, my everything and my world! Though it is just a small home compared to my parents' house...it gives space and freedom for me. V disconnect me from the outside world...my time machine. V hide me from the glares...of people who don't understand. V protects me from the unwanted emotion....my sanity. V is my capsule that stood 'still' ...the beauty of oneness. V is my lover...for I always longed to be with her at all times. V is my madness and if I don't go to her soon...I would die.

I'm going home tomorrow and spend the night too. I'm leaving behind my cyber world for just one day and one night. GG! there is no other place like home! Believe me!...yeah..yeah..I'll remember your 'pesanan' (advises).

I cannot miss a day

Cloud: Tifa, can you get better? he asked

Tifa: No

Cloud: Why not? Is there a cure?

Tifa: If its a virus, there's a cure to it...like a vaccine, drug or something

Cloud: Then?

Tifa: It is my antibody, geotisma goes haywired? It is attacking my my internal organ. What can I say or do? You tell me?

Cloud: Silent

Tifa: Silent (surpressing from crying)

Cloud: I'm sorry

Tifa: That's okay...I'm so used to it

Cloud: Are you ok?

Tifa: I'm just weak and my back hurts (in pain)

Cloud: Can you sleep?

Tifa: (Chuckle) No, I can't...I'm so used to it. I can go on like this.

Cloud: Insomnia?

Tifa: Hahaha..Ya but its the medication I took

Cloud: Everyday?

Tifa: Ya..everyday, Cloud-san. I cannot miss a day.

Cloud: Silent

Tifa: Silent

Bridge over trouble water

"I'm going to call you tonight!"
If he knew I'm not alright...that I'm upset and angry...he's not going to let go. Making sure that 'whatever' he had to put a stop before the days end. Tomorrow is a new day and whatever problems had been solved or put away. Also making sure that I laughed or at least smiled before he put down his call. He knows how to turned me around without me noticing it with just doing his simple sillyness.

I was adamant not to talk about my frustration and was angry too when I felt he can't see nor understood how serious I was. Before the night fall, I kept thinking and thinking...maybe I was over reacted..maybe I shouldn't have told him...maybe I should have shut my mouth...maybe I should have swallowed every words...maybe I shouldn't have bothered him...all those 'Maybe(s)'...I should have been like a goody-too-good girl and that everything is ok..peace brother!

"Yuna, I'm here for you..what are best friends for k. ok what's the problem? I'm hearing" He sound tired and sleepy but willingly to give in for the sake of friendship we built from scratch. Well...I didn't say much. When I'm bitter, I am so cold..I don't say much. Speechless and wordless...emptiness and I can't think. My fingers were clicking at whatever sites but just clicked clicked clicked..thats all. He sang! he talks! he sang! he jokes!he sang again! He really make a fool of himself to which he has never done it before. I laughed! Slowly I begin to opened up and thus talk. Somehow I have forgotten my troubles. Hahahaha...hehehehe...hihihih..all the way. Before the night end, I wrote to him on my dissapointment.
"Yunaaaa, I hope you don't do like this again aaaa but I hope you do the same for me when I'm down k?"

Well "Of course, GG!" Omigosh!!! can't see myself singing away for him...Oh NO.......!