Friday, June 29, 2007
Transformers mania!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
It comes and goes.....
Peek-A-Boo! Hi! I'm out of my rotten fruit! Hahahaha...just kidding!
People come and people go...that's how I see it. Get acquainted if I wanted to and see how it goes. I met a lady 3 months ago at the hospital. We chatted like as though we're known each other for so long. And I met her again today. I called her, Lady Luck. Like before, we enjoyed each other's company. Somehow there were many topics to talked about. Looks like we were the only people seemed to be enjoying the waits...to be called. But after that, it was just a sweet goodbye...no forwarding contacts info and no question asked but we hope to meet again. I'm okay with that. I'm used to be a nobody, a somebody, a nobody, a somebody and a nobody in the end....perhaps a somebody when missed. Hey! that sound like a sad ending ya...but I'm used to it and I'm okay with that. I 've accepted this spinning wheel all my life. So I've learned not to get too comfort in whatever relationship or condition I'm in and I agreed with the Lady Luck that in life, best not to have a great expectation, high hopes and seek for any returns. A good deed IS just a good deed...blessed your soul. Your satisfaction is as your desired. Because it would be a great rewarding, a great expectation, great returnings and feeling appreciated when someone comes thanking on your small deeds and your contribution. Whatever you do or give...do it sincerely! Then your heart felt no pain and your mind free from the evil thoughts. Thats the price of freedom!
So people come and people go, thats how I see it. Get acquainted if I wanted to and see how it goes...Smile please!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Best of Friends
Look me into my eyes...Can you tell me what I'm thinking? or who am I ? Just guess!
After getting to know a person 'this' close where we became SO close and yet it is NOT enough. He wondered more or perhaps the only 'factor' that bothers him. Make me thinking...why so? and why now? He said that a best friends has no secrets and we share a lot of 'whatever' ...we talk, we laugh, we cry, we tell, we stinks! hahahaha,we are all of it...yeah we enjoyed each other's company...yeah VERY much! A few colleagues do envy of our relationship. "Yuna, I too want to become like that...to be your best friend"
You see, many times I have mentioned this..it is about TRUST and respect. It is NOT easy to Just Trust anyone. It disturbed me, thinking I should share with a few more (people) of this kind of bonding. "Why not?" someone asked me. The reasons are simple, misinterpretation and misunderstanding.
"We're best friends only and not more than that" I told him. "Why is that so?" he asked me those day. "Because you'll only get burned!" I hope you remembered these words. He laughed and agreed...because both of us has been burned before..hahahahaha!Best!best!best! my friendship with GG. But he has a new interest and has encourage me to go for that interest too. He wanted to share what he had found and giving his trust and assurance that it is okay to give it a try. This time, open my heart and enjoy life with a new beginning.
Ok, GG. I'll follow your advises. I'll give it a try. I'll copy you la..hahahaha because you're a copycat! Oh hello...looks like I'm becoming a copycat too. Ok la, lets put it like this ..we're still in the same boat ..like before..with our new interest until we reach the dock. We help each other right? What are best friends for...but please la...NO MORE doubts..NO MORE probings..NO MORE asking too much like you have not known me...
Monday, June 25, 2007
Kiss from a rose
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Standing in time
I know that you are still hurt. I bring you no joy but pain. The turbulance of our life will only make us further apart....guess we pretend too much....not hoping too much...but I can feel you... and...I know you...
Don't try any harder. It will only brings you sorrow. You'll be alright from where you stand. You did ok...you did ok! Don't run no more because I am not following and I'm tired. Don't chase me no more because I am still here...standing! and I'm not hiding. You know where to find me...in fact all these years....you KNOW how to find me!
If you go to Zanarkand, you'll find me there! For I am YUNA and always be!
The Ghost of Me????
how I wish life is simple...
The Ghost Of You Lyrics
Friday, June 22, 2007
Healing my heart
GG was just making sure I was alright. Told him things haven't been good for me this month (June)...too many things happening, mostly pulled me down under...nothing is of great news....its getting complicated....
Riz talked about our very first lunch date but he was taken back on how much KL have changed. He's been gone too long. We went to the Monte's for fish n chips! While waiting, I really had a good look at him. Everything of him was still the same except he had put some extra pounds..chubby cheek . I love his smile! I love to look as his teeth whenever he smile. Yes! before and even now....it really melted my heart! Oh dear me....!!
It was like as though this is our first date...like shying away and some light and easy conversation. Some talks were repeated a number of times. He complimented and so did I. He jokes and so was I. He talked about his work and me too. Talked about our parents...and suddenly we stared at each other...I think we remembered the tough time we had...we were silent for awhile. Our silence brushed away our light and easy conversation.
He started by apologising for alienated his lady love. He said he was like crazy those years and wished that I had been there for him. "Please wait for me, Yuna!" He wished I haven't given up. And as for me, I was like "I miss you like crazy" since he only contact me like twice in a year. Hello? I need 'something' from him as an assurance like "I miss you like crazy too". Riz has changed, he's not angry like before. He's more calm and perhaps he has accepted our different ways. We're two of a kind I must say. We love, hate, love, hate..in the end we respect each other. One thing though, he STILL cannot accept me as a friend. Like a sign for reconciliation or what? I pretended not to understand (Yuna! you meany!). Before I lose my whatever with Riz once again and I don't want that to happen anymore.....I don't want him to think I'm being inconsiderate or cold hearted Yuna, I told him the truth! About me....."Riz, I'm not well.. bla..bla..bla.." Everything seem to be in a stand still. Riz was shocked and I saw tears welling in his big brown eyes. I just covered my face (crying)...the rest...you don't have to know.....
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Reminiscing the dance
Snapped! Hello...I am back from reminiscing, yikes!
My Rock!
Hmmm..let me think ya? Reality ...No! Fairy tales...Yes!
A relationship is not built in just a few days of fun and laughter and lived happily ever after. I had my share of time, I went from having fun, likings, interested, seriouness, happiness, lovey-dovey, cloud 9, understanding, wanting, longings, frustration, hurtings, misunderstanding to silent....totally silent. The impact was so great that I viewed other knights in rusted steel armour. Ouch!
Well, if you happens to find one, the lady has to polish the armour...like it or not...take it or leave it. After all you will be polishing his armour for the rest of your life! Sorry guys! I think you're such a baby and perhaps a spoilt brat too. Can't you get down on your knees and help the lady to scrub the floor too? Definitely NOT? Right?
The lady usually is willing to accommodate the changes for a man. But to understand a man is like undertanding a ROCK! Yes, a rock. A hard solid piece of earth thingy. You see IT as it is but can't see whats in it. If you're lucky and cracked open, you'll find a piece of gem but if not...just dirt. To move a rock is easy but a boulder? Sorry ladies...you have to polish his armour and slowly move that boulder yourself. (Sight!)
Ok whats in with me? Hmmm..I'm going to get my hero..the one without the armour and a scupltured rock! Hahahahaha.....
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
I shouldn't have
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Butterflies everywhere?
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Happy Fathers Day!
Butterflies in my stomach
Friday, June 15, 2007
On the road to a full recovery
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Unfinished business
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
The muffin man
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Monday, June 11, 2007
On guard! Gunblade at you.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
For the sake of someone dear
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Malaysian PM marries Datin Seri Jeanne in private ceremony
The akad nikah ceremony was solemnised by the Imam of the Putrajaya Mosque, Haji Abd Manaf Mat, at 2.50pm. It was witnessed by the prime minister’s son, Datuk Kamaluddin Abdullah, and son-in-law, Khairy Jamaluddin. The ceremony was attended by close relatives, according to a statement issued by the prime minister’s family to Bernama at 3.40pm.
“The prime minister and his wife would like to thank the people for their good wishes for a happy marriage,” the statement added.
Born in Kuala Lumpur on July 29, 1953, Jeanne is the eldest of four siblings. She received her education at Sekolah Menengah Assunta in Petaling Jaya and has vast experience in administration and hotel management. She also worked as a supervisor of the official residence of the Deputy Prime Minister and was manager at the Seri Perdana complex. Jeanne, 53, has two daughters, Nadiah, 29, and Nadene, 27. Abdullah, 67, has two children, Kamaluddin and Nori, from his marriage to the late Datin Seri Endon Mahmood, who passed away on Oct 20, 2005, from breast cancer.
Jeanne and her entourage were seen entering Seri Perdana for the akad nikah ceremony at 2.20pm. — BERNAMA
Wedding at Morib
Thursday, June 7, 2007
Pet cats
I really like this pic. The kitten is SO cute and it makes me smile whenever I look at it. Lifting my spirit for the day.
Last Sunday, I met my sister, Zaza, and her family in Senawang on a wedding occasion. Somehow we talked about our previous pet cats. She remembered all the cats name. I was awed..as I only remembered a few..like Gypsy, V, Pu Yi, Misty and then she added Buckaroo Banzai, Jeff Goldblum, Jan, Bet, bla..bla..bla..to name few...(actually I still can't remember the rest...should have jotted it down hahahahaha) The picture above is like Pu Yi. We named after the last chinese emperor :) Nothing special...just a local tabby cat.
Zaza was pesterring my mum "Mummy, can I please have that cat?" We all (sisters) laughed when she brought home Pu Yi that day. "What? you said that tabby was an american tabby but it looks just like a street cat!"
Zaza remembered..."Yeah, you all laughed! but it was not my fault. I didn't know back then." Zaza told me she still have the albums just on our pet cats back home. I must remember to ask her about this when I am in Malacca. Thanks Sis, I really enjoyed your company now and back then too. Miss you SO MUCH!!!!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Superman!
Homeworld:Krypton
Affiliations:The Daily Planet, Justice League, Team Superman
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Kicking some asses!
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Morib
Hi!
I've been busy travelling during last weekends, attending to some wedding invitations. Next week, there's another wedding at Morib. Haven't been there for so long and thus I'm not sure on how to get there. Looks like I'm going to seek my cousins' help once again...Convoi! Wuhoo! They are a bit crazy lot but its fun. After the wedding, we're planning to Pantai Morib (seaside). Morib is popular for scallop hunting. Can't wait to get my feet into the muddy seaside to look for it! It's going to be fun.
Saturday, June 2, 2007
It's a Durian Life!
I had one helping...would love to go for more but I can't.
I saw the others , a malay family and a Chinese couple who had bought the durians cracked opened one of their prizes. The heat, the durian's aroma and the buzzling nosies and these people gorges down....like they are in another world!
And as for me, I'd rather enjoy eating it at home than in the open like this but not my mom and my grandma ....Yes! It's a durian life in Malaysia! It is really an exotic affair when it comes to it!
Friday, June 1, 2007
Healing time
The healing begin!
In this picture, aftermath of Sin's attacked at the Kilika Island, Yuna performed a sending dance for the fallen. Yuna hates that moment but as a summoner, she had to do. Lulu, being her pillar of strength, acting like her big sister giving her an assurance to take the stand. It was a very sad moment but she cannot shed a tear on her sorrows. She had to be strong for whatever left of Kilika. Then she will continue her pilgrimage until she reach Zanarkand.
The same with what I'm going through of late. My healing begin! I hope that with my sacrifes, the dangerous steps I took, the decision I make will eventually be fruitful. To move on...my future lies with this drastic mission I took...all into my own account...because I felt like FF Yuna too...to continue my pilgrimage until I reach my Zanarkand. I rest my case or I laid to rest. My guardians..are my angels...the spirit from within....