Friday, June 29, 2007

Transformers mania!


Wuhoo...Transformers Mania hits the town!
"Transformers, more than meet the eyes. Transformers, robots in disguise!"
It was just long ago when we used to watch Transformers on the TV but now on Silver Screen!!! Yeah!! Thanks to Mr Steven Speilberg. Without him, there'll be no Raider's of the Lost Ark, Close Encounters of the Third Kind, Poltergiest, Jurrasic Park, Jaws, Minority reports, War of the worlds, and bla..bla..bla.. (to name few). Transformers is about Autobots battle against Decepticons...as usual the good against the evil! I would like to thank my informer hahahaha..., Naqi, who told me that he had watched the movie and it was absolutely BEST! And I informed my good friend, Fendi about the good news. Fendi has been using Autobots' avatar for his Yahoo Messenger since day one. I'm sure he's excited as I am.
Yuna! Transform!(hehehehe)
If you played FF 10...see how Yuna transformed from a shy naive goody-goody girl to a more confident vibrant and a go getter girl in the FF 10 part 2. Wuhoo!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

It comes and goes.....



Peek-A-Boo! Hi! I'm out of my rotten fruit! Hahahaha...just kidding!

People come and people go...that's how I see it. Get acquainted if I wanted to and see how it goes. I met a lady 3 months ago at the hospital. We chatted like as though we're known each other for so long. And I met her again today. I called her, Lady Luck. Like before, we enjoyed each other's company. Somehow there were many topics to talked about. Looks like we were the only people seemed to be enjoying the waits...to be called. But after that, it was just a sweet goodbye...no forwarding contacts info and no question asked but we hope to meet again. I'm okay with that. I'm used to be a nobody, a somebody, a nobody, a somebody and a nobody in the end....perhaps a somebody when missed. Hey! that sound like a sad ending ya...but I'm used to it and I'm okay with that. I 've accepted this spinning wheel all my life. So I've learned not to get too comfort in whatever relationship or condition I'm in and I agreed with the Lady Luck that in life, best not to have a great expectation, high hopes and seek for any returns. A good deed IS just a good deed...blessed your soul. Your satisfaction is as your desired. Because it would be a great rewarding, a great expectation, great returnings and feeling appreciated when someone comes thanking on your small deeds and your contribution. Whatever you do or give...do it sincerely! Then your heart felt no pain and your mind free from the evil thoughts. Thats the price of freedom!

So people come and people go, thats how I see it. Get acquainted if I wanted to and see how it goes...Smile please!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Best of Friends


Look me into my eyes...Can you tell me what I'm thinking? or who am I ? Just guess!

After getting to know a person 'this' close where we became SO close and yet it is NOT enough. He wondered more or perhaps the only 'factor' that bothers him. Make me thinking...why so? and why now? He said that a best friends has no secrets and we share a lot of 'whatever' ...we talk, we laugh, we cry, we tell, we stinks! hahahaha,we are all of it...yeah we enjoyed each other's company...yeah VERY much! A few colleagues do envy of our relationship. "Yuna, I too want to become like that...to be your best friend"

You see, many times I have mentioned this..it is about TRUST and respect. It is NOT easy to Just Trust anyone. It disturbed me, thinking I should share with a few more (people) of this kind of bonding. "Why not?" someone asked me. The reasons are simple, misinterpretation and misunderstanding.

"We're best friends only and not more than that" I told him. "Why is that so?" he asked me those day. "Because you'll only get burned!" I hope you remembered these words. He laughed and agreed...because both of us has been burned before..hahahahaha!Best!best!best! my friendship with GG. But he has a new interest and has encourage me to go for that interest too. He wanted to share what he had found and giving his trust and assurance that it is okay to give it a try. This time, open my heart and enjoy life with a new beginning.

Ok, GG. I'll follow your advises. I'll give it a try. I'll copy you la..hahahaha because you're a copycat! Oh hello...looks like I'm becoming a copycat too. Ok la, lets put it like this ..we're still in the same boat ..like before..with our new interest until we reach the dock. We help each other right? What are best friends for...but please la...NO MORE doubts..NO MORE probings..NO MORE asking too much like you have not known me...

Kiss from a rose by Seal

Monday, June 25, 2007

Kiss from a rose


I read somewhere that "Love grow from understanding but love itself cannot be understood."
I read this over and over again trying to comprehend and the 'Love' I have gone through...tragic separation and divided into time...unfold a mystery..hanging onto the second wave of dilemma...to be or not to be..with you dear...or this time was it just plain affection and thoughtfulness...to settle my restless heart...or just cheating time?
It is easy for you to say "Come back to me"...if only in my story there were just 'You and I'. Believe me I wouldn't change it one bit! But did you know, the more I get of you the stranger it feels?

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Standing in time


If only I could stand in time.


I know that you are still hurt. I bring you no joy but pain. The turbulance of our life will only make us further apart....guess we pretend too much....not hoping too much...but I can feel you... and...I know you...

Don't try any harder. It will only brings you sorrow. You'll be alright from where you stand. You did ok...you did ok! Don't run no more because I am not following and I'm tired. Don't chase me no more because I am still here...standing! and I'm not hiding. You know where to find me...in fact all these years....you KNOW how to find me!

If you go to Zanarkand, you'll find me there! For I am YUNA and always be!

The Ghost of Me????


I'm ok..I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok..I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...I'm not ok..I'm ok..I'm not ok...
how I wish life is simple...



The Ghost Of You Lyrics

Friday, June 22, 2007

Healing my heart

This ........... will remain in my heart for the rest of my life.

GG was just making sure I was alright. Told him things haven't been good for me this month (June)...too many things happening, mostly pulled me down under...nothing is of great news....its getting complicated....

Riz talked about our very first lunch date but he was taken back on how much KL have changed. He's been gone too long. We went to the Monte's for fish n chips! While waiting, I really had a good look at him. Everything of him was still the same except he had put some extra pounds..chubby cheek . I love his smile! I love to look as his teeth whenever he smile. Yes! before and even now....it really melted my heart! Oh dear me....!!

It was like as though this is our first date...like shying away and some light and easy conversation. Some talks were repeated a number of times. He complimented and so did I. He jokes and so was I. He talked about his work and me too. Talked about our parents...and suddenly we stared at each other...I think we remembered the tough time we had...we were silent for awhile. Our silence brushed away our light and easy conversation.

He started by apologising for alienated his lady love. He said he was like crazy those years and wished that I had been there for him. "Please wait for me, Yuna!" He wished I haven't given up. And as for me, I was like "I miss you like crazy" since he only contact me like twice in a year. Hello? I need 'something' from him as an assurance like "I miss you like crazy too". Riz has changed, he's not angry like before. He's more calm and perhaps he has accepted our different ways. We're two of a kind I must say. We love, hate, love, hate..in the end we respect each other. One thing though, he STILL cannot accept me as a friend. Like a sign for reconciliation or what? I pretended not to understand (Yuna! you meany!). Before I lose my whatever with Riz once again and I don't want that to happen anymore.....I don't want him to think I'm being inconsiderate or cold hearted Yuna, I told him the truth! About me....."Riz, I'm not well.. bla..bla..bla.." Everything seem to be in a stand still. Riz was shocked and I saw tears welling in his big brown eyes. I just covered my face (crying)...the rest...you don't have to know.....

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Reminiscing the dance


May I dance with you?

During the College Prom night, I think it was the happiest moment for everyone. The guys were in their best clothes and shoes and the girls, dressed up to kill! Wow! I remembered that every classes had to present a show that day. It was very entertaining. My class presented a traditional malay dance. My dance partner was my best friend, Shah..hehehe..Hello Shah! you just can't let that amorous Ismail to become my dancing partner ye! Thank you la...My boyfriend, Ronnie (Riz) and his best friend, Jiva, presented a comical dance that day. They were wearing raffia strings for skirts, two half coconuts covering the top and wigs like the Hawaiian girls and did their gigs of Hawaiian dance...with a song that goes 'Your body..my body..everybody loves my body!' Everybody was laughing and there was a big applause. I was so proud of him that night, can't imagine he was so comical and creative.

Later in the evening everyone was having a ball on the dancing floor. Me? I was too shy or perhaps I don't want to be seen like dancing Madonna! Suddenly the light went out and then dimmed. A slow number was in the air. I felt someone was holding my right hand and whispered "May I dance with you?" I looked up...it was him and felt like giving him a big hug! But mind you, all my classmates doesn't know that Ronnie and I were couples except Shah. So we dance!! I STILL remembered this 'Feeling' I had inside that day. First time we dance! Him, holding my cold hand and me being so closed to him...and some whisperings (giggles.) But the clock stroked 12:00am, I had to go...he held my hand not wanting to let go...I guess...it was just our beginning that night...."but Ronnie my dad IS waiting!" Like a Cinderella..I hurried to my dad who was waiting to bring his daughter home safely

Snapped! Hello...I am back from reminiscing, yikes!

My Rock!

Do you believe in the knight-in-shining armour?

Hmmm..let me think ya? Reality ...No! Fairy tales...Yes!

A relationship is not built in just a few days of fun and laughter and lived happily ever after. I had my share of time, I went from having fun, likings, interested, seriouness, happiness, lovey-dovey, cloud 9, understanding, wanting, longings, frustration, hurtings, misunderstanding to silent....totally silent. The impact was so great that I viewed other knights in rusted steel armour. Ouch!

Well, if you happens to find one, the lady has to polish the armour...like it or not...take it or leave it. After all you will be polishing his armour for the rest of your life! Sorry guys! I think you're such a baby and perhaps a spoilt brat too. Can't you get down on your knees and help the lady to scrub the floor too? Definitely NOT? Right?

The lady usually is willing to accommodate the changes for a man. But to understand a man is like undertanding a ROCK! Yes, a rock. A hard solid piece of earth thingy. You see IT as it is but can't see whats in it. If you're lucky and cracked open, you'll find a piece of gem but if not...just dirt. To move a rock is easy but a boulder? Sorry ladies...you have to polish his armour and slowly move that boulder yourself. (Sight!)

Ok whats in with me? Hmmm..I'm going to get my hero..the one without the armour and a scupltured rock! Hahahahaha.....

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

I shouldn't have


I got this pic from a friend's blog. I really like this one.

Sorry Tenko I didn't asked your permission for this purpose... I'm stealing? No..I didn't claimed that that was mine la...
Just want to give you a jolt of surprise! I have an idea to write about it. Thank you in advance!

I Knew I shouldn't have gone camping today!

The word "I shouldn't have" is about one has made a decision to which one felt regretted at the end of the day. But you cannot turn back the time and undo what you have done. Face it or you score the unfortunate. I rather face it! I've never run away from any decisions I've made in my life. Honestly! Face it like a gentleman? I rather face it like a MAN! Don't laugh or being prejudice on the word 'Man'. You see...a woman have to strive very hard to be noticed or recognised...other wise, you guys think like 'Oh!'..'Ah!'..'Uh?'..'Haha!' but at the back of your mind is like 'Oh Yeah?'

But I've witness guys need the ladies to be their pillar of strength in many ways. I'm NOT going to illustrate about this...I'm giving you face! so be quiet!

I've heard a man said this before.."She survived because she thinks like a Man!" or "Are you Man enough to do this?"...Ring a bell? Anyone? So whatever problems you have...one should be Man enough to face it! hahahahaha...for ALL Mankind!
I shouldn't have gone camping! I shouldn't have said it! Smile please!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Butterflies everywhere?


I cannot sit still already...I'm restless...don't want to sink myself in a quicksand of silly goofiness.

Early in the morning, I called my cousin, Sharifah Anoura. Need a diversion and some entertainment. 'Shopping?" she said. "Lets breakfast and see whats next". We had our breakfast at McDonald! Bought a donkey pillow... a 20cm x 20cm pillow with a Shrek's donkey miniature sown at the edge. I've been buying these Shrek's pillows collection since day one. I have one more collection to go. After that we head off to KLCC, just window shopping. Had a great time!

"Yuna!" received a text messaging from Riz. Yeah, just my name. I didn't reply but it startled me...again, I felt uneasy over this matter. Ring!ring! Ring! My phone rang which gave me a fright but thank god it was my mum who told me to be back by evening. A relative from Singapore will be visiting us in the evening.

I cooked Spagetti Bolognaise...somehow my dad's relative from Sentul and my chinese bro's family came visiting too. What a merry evening until "Yuna!" another text messaging from Riz. Not another SMS that I went upstairs to see if GG online unfortunately he wasn't. HELP! Another stomach upset...butterflies in my stomach! Ghee whiz! STOP!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Happy Fathers Day!


Hi Everyone!
Wishing you a Happy Fathers Day!
You guys are awesome!!!
Too many sacrifices involving man in this world
Being a leader, a father, a lover and standing in the front line
protecting the children and the ladies...
Guys will always be guys, they said....the freedoms has put SO much in your hands, your head and your shoulders and lead us to your sanctuary...your haven...your love....and your heart! Your goodwill...an ambassador between god and mankind....think about it will ya!
I love you!
Dad, dedicated this song for you...may I dance with you?

Butterflies in my stomach


There are butterflies in my stomach!
Been listening to Starlight at Cakapgold since dawn.
Brought me back to those days...I didn't understand back then but innocently translate those lyric for him ...but now I do.
As now that I'm in a fix and the coming week will be like expect the unexpectation....."Our hopes and expectation...black holes and revelation!"
Today, I'm not in the mood for whatever...I kept myself in my room lazying in my bed....thinking and thinking...then sleeping...woke up staring at the ceiling..listening to the 'Light and Easy' on the radio...toss and turn...felt the heartburn...hmmm I haven't had stomach indigestion for so long...but why now? Stressed? Online? No..! Not in the mood for that neither...perhaps later in the evening. I just want to spend a quiet time today..being silly lazy bum! I guess I'm just nervous thinking of Ronnie who will be coming to KL next week to visit his family and our rendevous....Yikes! What have I done? Poking the bee hives? Stepping on the lion's tail? Oh my god! There are butterflies in my stomach! I think I'm going to close my eyes and my mind for awhile...Hello? System shut down please?

Friday, June 15, 2007

On the road to a full recovery

I've been listening to Aaliyah: The One I Gave My Heart now and then...on and on and on and on...
Won't somebody tell me? Explain to me? I can't understand....tell..me....I'd appreciate!

I'm just preparing myself to face the one who once was my world, my only ONE and then, I shut the door to anyONE.

I just dance to the rythmn of my Final Fantasy(s) which help me to continue to go on whatever left in me. Learning to love myself, family, god and friends I trusted. Obviously I don't want to be hurt. I dare not even dream or thought of getting involves with any good men that comes by. Afraid? Yes. Doubt? Yes. Shy? yes. Still hanging on? No. Still thinking? Hmm..(???) Still hoping? No. Then what? AFRAID!! So much Afraid!
I enjoyed being who I am today like it doesn't matter anymore. As no one is going to hurt me but myself, right? Hmm...ya, it doesn't matter anymore...
But deep in me..I still feel the unrest...at times I cry alittle...though I put everything of that ONE behind. I'm not worrying anymore...I feel free but why is there still a moment of heavy-heart whenever I'm just alone?
Soon, we'll meet up after all these years...I want to hear from his side of story...but I've made my decision...is that my road to a full recovery?

Aaliyah: The One I Gave My Heart

Ronnie(Riz) ????

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Unfinished business

'To be or not to be that is the question!' A famous line written by Shakespeare in Hamlet.
I seem to be attached to this quote when I'm in doubt, I'll question myself whether to proceed or not to proceed. That I have to weight the possibilities of making a wrong move. I cannot push further pretending I am fine anymore or blocked myself from whatever mental block so far I was able to succeed.

I decided to settle my so call unfinished business that has been haunting me all these while. My day has been fair. I had a great time and some laughs. I feel strong and free spirit once again. It had been 2 nights my hands were with PS2. My unfinished business with FF12 which I put on hold for 2 months. The night was quiet, I put down the controller and picked up my cell phone. Looked at all my contact numbers and there's this one which has been left unattended for so long. To dial or not to dial? ...my other unfinished business! Ring! ring! ring! I heard the 'Hello! Yuna'. Asking me if I'm alright and what have I been up to. "Put down your phone, I'll call you!" he said. To which he did, "Ring!ring!ring!" We talked. He has changed, even as he speaks...he was more of a gentleman. It was just a light conversation at first about what we've been doing these days before we proceed to my main purpose of contacting him. "May I know what happened?" I asked but I dare not illustrate to say 'What did happened to us that we drifted apart?" We spoke of our days, the yester days...we spoke of those last 2 meets which had gone awry I must say...we spoke of his last call where I cried. My goodness, he is still single! He had met a couple of ladies but it didn't materialised in the end. As for me, I haven't been seeing anyone as I'm stubborn as a mule! "Do you still..." I asked half way but went silent a few second. "Would you come here?" he asked. I think that was the MOST difficult question to answer. And I didn't answer. "Yuna, I think you have lost me but I don't want to say it back then...but ya, I was disappointed but I don't want to hurt you. bla..bla..bla..bla..(sorry, too distressed)". He has said it and so I told him that "I can't keep holding on and he wasn't there for me neither and thus I thought he had changed and bla..bla..bla.." I heard him laughed or was it chuckle?
R: You STILL haven't changed!
Y: What? Excused me!
R: It's alright, love. I understand...
Y: Huh? I don't understand Riz?
R: Would you see me if I come?
Y: Actually I call to get some answers
R: More like a settlement to me, girl
Y: I just want to rest... (I cut the call as I don't want to say anymore)
Ring!Ring! Ring!
Yuna, I'm going to KL. I will call you. Just don't say No (as he cuts the call)
Arrgh! Whatever! I'm still ok at this point. I feel fine and relief.
It is 2:30am now in KL but it is pm in Germany. I rest my case and am going to bed.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

The muffin man


Hello GG! That pic is not about you but the muffin guy I told you yesterday. He is sweet and a nice person. I liked his smile. And when he talks, he catches my eyes. Wow! what an eye to eye contact. And he's a talker too. He 'yikkity-yak' to hide his nervousness. ..cause whatever he's trying to say and explained ...doesn't make sense to me..hahahahaha..poor 'R' (Alamak! R lagi?). I enjoyed our first acquaintance. It was so funny when he was trying to recall a name...the person he was supposed to meet. He kept on saying.."I'm supposed to meet umm..hmm...umm..." snapping his fingers and frowned. hahahahaha! I make fun of him by saying other people's name. Just to see if he gave up or whatever. But he was adamant until I mentioned "Do you meant Yuna?" He relieved and smiled. "I am the person" I told him. He was baffled at first as I could read his facial expression like "'What?" So I introduced myself "I am Yuna" hahahahaha...kesian....! I'm just being naughty!
I was informed by a colleague that R would be coming over to pick up the dinner invitation cards. It was just an errand thingy to me. I didn't expect him with a box of muffins, meant for the office colleagues but I got it first handed! No, GG he was not buying me out...it was just a friendly gesture. That's all.
Just want to let you know that it was great getting to know people in person than instant messenging or whatever communication via internet. Felt like I was brought back to the REAL world...the old fashion way. Yes, I'd like to see him again...I like his smile. And hey! we're just friends! ok, just friends!
p.s. Yup, he came again today with a box of curry puffs ....the leftovers from the engineering seminar he attended at the PJ Hilton hahahahaha...it doesn't matter...I love curry puff, GG! hahahahahaha....cheers!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Monday, June 11, 2007

On guard! Gunblade at you.


Stand up and be on guard!
Sorry, Ronnie..I'm holding a gunblade pointing at you. Don't you come any closer! I've learned to appreciate anyone who appreciated my givings and friendship. I've been living in your shadows all these years. You kept me in the dark. I had to blocked my mind and my heart from the images of the past. Yes..you! You may think like 'This is NOT the Yuna you knew before?' I guess you are right! Are you surprised with my Final Fantasy mania? Hmmm... my head is full of them. 'Fight!fight!fight!' I heard it echoes in my ears. It doesn't matter anymore. NOTHING ELSE MATTERS (Metallica)
Goodbye and farewell!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

For the sake of someone dear

For the sake of someone dear....I looked back into my past.
My life which I left in a hurry and I promised I'll never go back. NEVER!
I let dearie see part of my happy past life, my love story of what I had together.
To help him build a new bridge, a new life, a new love ...whatever... to let him to understand what is love through a lady's eyes and mind. I thought I was strong but I was wrong. "Yuna, I thought you have a heart of steel?" but the moment I thought of all the things he gave and the words he whispered... I started to cry. I cannot stop my tears...I felt the hurt but yet the longings. I hate myself that moment. I ponders more and more...as I wrote to dearie of what I used to know. Halfway, I had to stopped thinking....I had to...I can't...I don't want to think anymore...I can't go on remembering...I can't...I can't...I can't! and I CAN'T!
GG: Are you still sad?
Y: Yes, I am
Thank you for not calling over tonight. I don't think I can talk. I don't think GG knows how to handle me when I'm like this. We just Instant messenging as he tried to built back my self esteem.
Y: I need my Final Fantasy songs...I'll be alright!
So goodnight! :) Thank you for your support!

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Malaysian PM marries Datin Seri Jeanne in private ceremony


PUTRAJAYA: The marriage between Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi and Datin Seri Jeanne Abdullah was solemnised at Prime Minister’s official residence in “Seri Perdana” here today.

The akad nikah ceremony was solemnised by the Imam of the Putrajaya Mosque, Haji Abd Manaf Mat, at 2.50pm. It was witnessed by the prime minister’s son, Datuk Kamaluddin Abdullah, and son-in-law, Khairy Jamaluddin. The ceremony was attended by close relatives, according to a statement issued by the prime minister’s family to Bernama at 3.40pm.

“The prime minister and his wife would like to thank the people for their good wishes for a happy marriage,” the statement added.

Born in Kuala Lumpur on July 29, 1953, Jeanne is the eldest of four siblings. She received her education at Sekolah Menengah Assunta in Petaling Jaya and has vast experience in administration and hotel management. She also worked as a supervisor of the official residence of the Deputy Prime Minister and was manager at the Seri Perdana complex. Jeanne, 53, has two daughters, Nadiah, 29, and Nadene, 27. Abdullah, 67, has two children, Kamaluddin and Nori, from his marriage to the late Datin Seri Endon Mahmood, who passed away on Oct 20, 2005, from breast cancer.

Jeanne and her entourage were seen entering Seri Perdana for the akad nikah ceremony at 2.20pm. — BERNAMA

Wedding at Morib

Today, I went to Morib attending to my cousin's wedding. I don't really know him that well....a relative from my mum's side, of Selangor royalty. Only a few familiar faces and the others...are they relatives??? Whatever!... The wedding was formal but the food was damn good!
I haven't been to Morib for years..lets say ages! Convoyed with my 'Syed' cousins. Sharifah Aminah, Sharifah Fatiah, Syed Isa, Syed Khidir and Syed Izman were in my car. Syed Isa, Syed Izman and Sharifah Aminah...I think I have had enough of them..yikkity yak top volume..non-stop all the way until we reached the destination. These loud mouths were drowning the 'Radio Era' on the air until I switched to 'Amr Diab'...and oh my god! these happy lots were singing along and my car had become a mobile karaoke. But they are full of stories and jokes kind of people and I...hmm..I'm more of a tight-lipped person, would occasionally joined them.
After the wedding, we went to the seaside. I was so eager on the scallop hunting and had brought extra clothes for this purposes. "Yuna! Jangan harap la...air Morib tu kotor la.." warned Syed Rahman to me not to expect anything great and that the sea is dirty before we left Kuala Lumpur. Well..he was right! there was no scallop! As it was high tide! hahahahaha...so we stopped by the eatery, had coconut drinks, otak-otak (local delicacy) and grilled squids. And head home after that. Syed Izman took the wheel as I'm too sleepy, too lazy and too tired to drive besides it was raining heavily. Hehehehahahaha...I heard Sharifah Aminah and Syed Isa laughing from the distance and soon all went quiet zzzzzzzzz...( I tidur la...).
I remembered GG told me about the scallop...he said eeeeee 'geli'!

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Pet cats

Smile! You're on candid camera!

I really like this pic. The kitten is SO cute and it makes me smile whenever I look at it. Lifting my spirit for the day.

Last Sunday, I met my sister, Zaza, and her family in Senawang on a wedding occasion. Somehow we talked about our previous pet cats. She remembered all the cats name. I was awed..as I only remembered a few..like Gypsy, V, Pu Yi, Misty and then she added Buckaroo Banzai, Jeff Goldblum, Jan, Bet, bla..bla..bla..to name few...(actually I still can't remember the rest...should have jotted it down hahahahaha) The picture above is like Pu Yi. We named after the last chinese emperor :) Nothing special...just a local tabby cat.

Zaza was pesterring my mum "Mummy, can I please have that cat?" We all (sisters) laughed when she brought home Pu Yi that day. "What? you said that tabby was an american tabby but it looks just like a street cat!"
Zaza remembered..."Yeah, you all laughed! but it was not my fault. I didn't know back then." Zaza told me she still have the albums just on our pet cats back home. I must remember to ask her about this when I am in Malacca. Thanks Sis, I really enjoyed your company now and back then too. Miss you SO MUCH!!!!

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Superman!

Alter ego: Kal-El , adopted as Clark Joseph Kent
Homeworld:Krypton
Affiliations:The Daily Planet, Justice League, Team Superman

Whatever super strength he has...he has a heart of gold. Fighting villians and crooks. "HELP!" cries Louis Lane. With his super hearing he heard his lady in distress. "Don't worry Louis, I'm here to protect!" Then, the song of 'Can You Read My Mind' tuned in the air... sweeping off Louis above the ground. At first she was afraid....of the HEIGHTS! (not Superman la..) but later she came to realised that he just wanted her to see his world and feel what is like flying in the air..."Wow" delighted Louis holding onto his arm....praying she will not fall.
So, to my Superman...thank you for helping out for the lady in distress. I feel safer now.
I'm going to tell Clark Kent to stop using his glasses when he can see clearly. And STOP messing around with Ms Lane's office (where the black box is) ...keep it tidy please...!

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Kicking some asses!


I feel like kicking some nuts' asses!
When a guy wants to get know you and you don't feel like to...that you're not comfortable with whatever queries he had posted on you. You're trying to say "I'm not interested" in a friendly manner instead of "Buzz off". He got all worked up as he couldn't take the rejection from a lady. Any lady I guess....He threw all sickening...foul languages *#*%&!!??**## at you. He had already painted his true picture of himself by doing so. You definitely had made the right choice by following your inner instinct to "REJECT!".
G: Be stern, Yuna!
Y: I am...I don't want to give my telephone number, I don't want to give my photo, I don't want to meet him, I don't want to whatever...I'm not interested! Then he threw me *#*%!!??**##
G: Treat him as a Spammer! bla..bla..bla..(angry) bla..bla..bla..(furious) bla..bla..bla..(feeling sorry)
Again last night, another fellow was angry over my rejection. Hey Guys! can't you accept the rejection? Not all girls have to give in to every guy. We have our dignity too and of course our choice of male friends. You can't treat us as your winning trophy in your Command and Conquer game!
GG and Wakka, thank you for your kind support! Your supportive gestures show that there ARE good men in this hard and cruel world.

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Morib


Hi!
I've been busy travelling during last weekends, attending to some wedding invitations. Next week, there's another wedding at Morib. Haven't been there for so long and thus I'm not sure on how to get there. Looks like I'm going to seek my cousins' help once again...Convoi! Wuhoo! They are a bit crazy lot but its fun. After the wedding, we're planning to Pantai Morib (seaside). Morib is popular for scallop hunting. Can't wait to get my feet into the muddy seaside to look for it! It's going to be fun.

Saturday, June 2, 2007

It's a Durian Life!


The durian! King of fruit! It's delicious
Some say it pongs and it taste awful! 'Yuk'!
YUK? what yuk? I LOVE durian if only I could eat as many as I'm pleased!
Those were the days.

My mom and my grandma, what the Malaysian would call as "Hantu Durian"...meaning that they are durian lovers. They go goo-goo-gaa-gaa at the sight of good quality durians.

Mom: Yuna, shall we pop one? (to crack open one durian for consume immediately by the roadside...oh dear!)
Grandma: Hey! pop it now! I can't wait!
Yuna: Encik (Sir) boleh bukak satu durian tu? Nak makan sekarang...(could you crack open a durian we'd like to eat it here and now)
Anyway, I don't have a choice...as those ladies like panting down my neck as their eyes ogle on the lovely thorny king of fruit!
I had one helping...would love to go for more but I can't.
I saw the others , a malay family and a Chinese couple who had bought the durians cracked opened one of their prizes. The heat, the durian's aroma and the buzzling nosies and these people gorges down....like they are in another world!
And as for me, I'd rather enjoy eating it at home than in the open like this but not my mom and my grandma ....Yes! It's a durian life in Malaysia! It is really an exotic affair when it comes to it!

Friday, June 1, 2007

Healing time



The healing begin!

In this picture, aftermath of Sin's attacked at the Kilika Island, Yuna performed a sending dance for the fallen. Yuna hates that moment but as a summoner, she had to do. Lulu, being her pillar of strength, acting like her big sister giving her an assurance to take the stand. It was a very sad moment but she cannot shed a tear on her sorrows. She had to be strong for whatever left of Kilika. Then she will continue her pilgrimage until she reach Zanarkand.

The same with what I'm going through of late. My healing begin! I hope that with my sacrifes, the dangerous steps I took, the decision I make will eventually be fruitful. To move on...my future lies with this drastic mission I took...all into my own account...because I felt like FF Yuna too...to continue my pilgrimage until I reach my Zanarkand. I rest my case or I laid to rest. My guardians..are my angels...the spirit from within....